The ocean gleamed blue-green in the horizon,
Wave after wave it crashed into the golden beach,
The wind lapping over my face with protection,
Grains of sand wisped through my feet as I walked,
Colours of orange and red clashed with the yellow sun,
Time has taken over for me as I paced through,
Thinking of what my unknown future holds for me,
The upcoming year is a blur until I understand,
The meaning of my life with this green earth.
-Nov 20'98
Understand is a meaning few know
I've never experienced such a feeling
Where I could understand what life is about
Many people I know don't understand
What pain and suffering I've gone through
How could I make them believe what I say
When all care ever to talk about are themselves
Should I do an unexpected action
That'll make their heads turn and think
What goes through my twisted mind
Shall not get out into the bleak world
Because it would be a waste of words
And so not a single person would understand
-Apr 21'97
