The Voice

I'm stuck in my own world
Here I'm protected by 'The Voice'
He promises me anything I want
Shall I say what I desire?

I want to be thin and happy
Not to be like anyone
I want to be special
The only one to be me

All I have to do is listen
Do as he pleases

'The Voice' has spoken

Just follow these simple rules:
Only eat three meals a day
Take a laxative or two after every meal
Exercise those pounds away
And think of all the happiness
I will feel when I weigh ninety...
                                         -Feb 9'00
Contradiction

As I'm getting detoxed
I wonder if it's worth it
All I want right now
Is a cold beer
My hands are shaking
Getting hallucinations
Never did I get a good sleep
But bad dreams
I'm ready to leave
For the beer-n-wine store
But then why am I here?
So I stay and think
About what that beer is about
I want my life sober
What should I do
All I want right now
Is a cold beer
                          -Mar 7'00
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