It never really is
I don't want to communicate
All I want is
To be left alone
For that's what I am
Only when I'm with him
Do I want to be myself
Even though that's not how it is
Because I like to pretend
Life is treating me right
I do my daily tasks
Waiting for tomorrow
-Feb 12'00
Around every corner
I look for him
I can't see him for
He's in my thoughts
Commanding I do as he say
Coaching me how to be thin
Counting each calorie I consume
Taking over my body
He helps me exercise off the pounds
Telling me the rules
He's my mentor
My worst enemy too
Wanting to be in control
I listen intently
Memorizing each detail
-Feb 14'00
