in my twisted mind and heart
for I know that you don't
I can't live with what you believe
what goes on with me
it breaks my heart to know
that you think that I don't care
because I care about you
also whoever is close to you
and whatever you think or do
affects what I will accomplish
I try so hard to be what you want
but I can't give any promises
so sorry if that's true
I will do my very best
to just please you and whoever
else cares what happens to me.
-Apr 11'98
Where do I go?
I feel so powerless
To the widths of life
That has brought confusion
Frustrated thoughts
I need a guiding hand
Someone like you who knows
But when you are gone
The strings are let loose
I am again alone waiting...
For an upright opportunity
That never passes me by
But only you waiting for me
With a bright future
-Feb 12'00
