Without a second glance
Turn my thoughts and soul
Into intense hard oblivion
Shattering bones and
Red bleeding hearts
Mine stopping within seconds
Of mindless opportunities
Feelings of sadness
Sorrow, what about joy
Relief of constant reminder
Already gone to another
Dimension of darkness
Hidden away past of
Hurtful and easily
Forgettable memories
-Mar 31'98
so I could think about
what is going on with me.
I don't know what else to do.
Please don't be angry with me.
You're probably so disappointed
in me because you're always
saying how responsible I am.
That's a laugh!
I don't feel responsible now.
I used to though,
but I don't know what happened.
Somewhere down the line,
I lost track of myself.
I'll get a hold of someone
when I feel the time is right.
Right now,
I just need some time to myself.
Please understand.
-Jan'98
