Darkness has crept into my everlasting soul
Leaving a hole as deep and black as a coal
Trapped in my own body with only one way to go
Feelings of confusion whirls through my mind
As I make a decision that'll be the rest of my life
I try to find something to fill up the hole
I cannot find it for I know I have no reality
Until I learn what my true future holds for me
Decisions and answers will pass right by me
When I find a worthwhile truth to the life
I will forever be filled with darkness in my soul
Then will find the light to my everlasting happiness
-Apr 25'97
Will never go away unless my soul takes over
Blackness so empty and inviting to my mind
It will match the loneliness I go through
Circles twirling in the bleak mind of my soul
A light at the end of the tunnel goes further
Into the darkness of everlasting pain
I'm an empty soul without and substance
-Apr 9'98
