| Need of Refuge |
| I found myself screaming inside when I had to look at him today. More and more I just want to hate him, for a week of yesterdays. I go to school and feel like shit when I can't focus or pay attention. I seem to alienate and drive away my friends, despite all of my best intentions. I slave for the corporate man, just to scrape out a living. But it seems that I'm getting screwed, and getting a lot less than I'm giving. But it doesn't stop there, it gets worse, I get home and I can't be right. Everything I do is ridiculed, and it happens almost every night. I try and find refuge where I can, but even my friends have their limits. So I must deal with this inmature man, who is in the wrong but won't admit it. |