Season Finale
After my feat with Manweildedon I began to think of ways to become more powerful. I feared I had reached my limit. No training was difficult enough to expand my limitations.
As I talked to Amanda dealing with my own loneliness grew more difficult, and not just that but I began to think of other problems. I began to see being the Dark Wolf as my niche. I began to wonder if I am going to hell, how come I�m living it?
It hasn�t been long since my fight with Manweildedon. Only a few months. I have lived more life than one teenager should. My birthday was the other day. Congratulations, another year of bloodshed and carnage.
This isn�t the life I wanted, but I�m playing the cards I was dealt.
I have no hatred for anyone, but sometimes I find myself resenting those that are normal.
I will hold out, because until the end I�m the last stronghold against hell. Lucifer is a dangerous enemy, his son is a great ally.
I didn�t see Torilonos when I was in hell. I don�t think that�s where he went. He may have been a vampire, but he was honorable.
And Brently� oh how I loathed the Warlords for killing him. But in the end I realized I got him killed. My arrogance ended his life. I have reminded myself of that every day.
Alexander and I continue to train together. And Zebediah was recently married, his wife is expecting a baby boy.
He stays behind the lines now, although I can tell he can�t wait to see battle again.
Life isn�t easy, even harder for those of us who become warriors.
Now you know, I know my decisions weren�t always the best. But don�t hate me. You don�t know what you would have done in my position.