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			7/20/03

			I just wanted to take a minute and thank my friends. They've really stuck up for me and supported me during this bad time. They are are some of the best friends I have. They're awesome. And believe me I've had alot of friends at different points in my life. Seriously, if you guys ever need my help, I'll be there. I think for all of us we've had relationships that have come and gone. We've all tasted love at one time and then felt it turn to ash in our mouths. It's good to know for some of us we have good people to help us through those times. People who will watch out for us and remind us that things will get better. Yesterday I was really down and just stayed at home sleeping most of the time, but I'm feeling alot better today. I'll bounce back, stronger than ever. Today I ran errands and went to Subway and met up with Aaron and Erka. I had a sandwich and Aaron and I have started building our "special" PS2 collection. Tomorrow I'll just be at the office slaving away. It will be good to throw myself into my work more. I feel like I'll be doing a better job and probably get back to exercising as well. As for the near future, I imagine it will be a movie and Applebee's again Friday. Then I think Saturday we will be doing some Xbox here at S&A so Sung can enjoy his.

		7/19/03

		I am about to stretch a promise. I said before I wouldn't talk about my relationships with my friends so much on here. I'm not going to go into details or name names. I lost a friend today because I was stupid and I couldn't trust them. They did nothing wrong and didn't deserve to be treated that way. I don't think they can ever forgive me and I understand and it is my loss. I will never be the same because of this. I will always be sorry and regret it. I hope they can forgive me someday and find happiness. Now I will just have to move on with my life. I have learned a lesson that I will carry always. I know in time they will be ok and wish the best for them. Well that's all I can say now. It hurts and the guilt is killing me now. Sincerely, Steve the Idiot

7/18/03

	Ok folks. Enough about the old geezer who ran over everybody. Normally I don't talk about the "outside" world on here because honestly it's not what you or I THINK of the world that matters, it's what you and I DO in this world that matters. This thing about taking old peoples' licenses away is nothing new. Let me explain with a little history lesson about myself. The summer of my junior year in high school (we're talking 1989 folks) I attended Boy's State. For those that don't know Boy's State is where a bunch of high school guys from every participating city in the state (2 from each school) go spend a week and set up a mock state government. It's supposed to help shape future leaders, that sort of rhetorical crap. Anyway, guess who proposed and argued for a law to require mandatory driver's testing every year starting at the age of 65? Yup, that would be me. I got it passed too. Sure the testing can be somewhat of an iconvenience, but you have to imagine that at that point in your life you are retired, so don't argue...you have the time to take a 20 min. test. All we did is bump up the cost of a driver's license for everyone buy a buck to pay for the extra manpower and administration needed to do the testing and keep the info. This also meant more DOT/DMV employees to assist everyone and more jobs. It was one of my few flashes of brilliance as a teenager. <Forrest Gump> That's all I've got to say about that.</Forrest Gump> On to more important things - Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic (KOTOR), I refer to it as Jedi Neverwinter Knights. This is a must own game. You play through a substantial main quest with the option to do alot of side quests. You also have the option to forge your own destiny. Right now, I'm beginning a long sweet journey towards the dark side and when the opprtunity presents itself, I will crush the Republic, take over the Sith, and rule the galaxy. Of course I have a long way to go and right now I'm just trying to conquer the dueling ring on Taris first. If any of you have ever played Neverwinter Nights you should have no problem picking this game up. Good graphics, good story, and the ability to use two lightsabers as a Dark Jedi...somebody hold me. Plans for this weekend? Tonight it's a movie and off to Aaron's house to test some PS2, stuff...yeah that's it...test stuff. I'm just kidding Aaron. We don't have to go to your place and "cook" stuff...yet. As for Saturday, Sunday, and most of the next several days, I will be wrapped up in the Force. Of course I would be willing to take a break to play some Halo. You guys know where I live and you know my phone number. I will be there, as constant as the Northern star. Time to go. I sense a disturbance in the Force. Or maybe I just need to go to the bathroom. Later.

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