| I doubt anyone was waiting but I finally am posting new Poetry |
| Induced complacense I cut my skin For searching for whats lost or just a place to begin looking for my souls cost I drown all thought with a warming drink fighting all I was taught as I fall unable to think I smother all emotion under a blanket of smoke soul lashed about in an ocean it all ends with another toke I choke myself the pills slide down my heart upon a shelf living with a frown New life The day has changed the night has grown lost my voice or changed the tune walked a tunnel ran a street love has blossomed the heavens have dropped into land collided lonliness has stopped life has awakened the has run my world has begun my eye has seen the sun has shown the cold is now warm I'm no longer alone Luck has shined I've found retreat my beautiful star I've reached defeat the pain is cropped My shivers cease the fear has settled My past crumbled Deaths hope My tattered mind bleeds a steady waterfall casting it self on the cutting rocks below death always elusive a phantom waiting for one final mistake plaqueing lady luck to leave my to give it the remains of my shattered mind wishing to add me to the list of tormented souls damning me to a life without the one thing I love, You |
| Killing hate Its time to fight this beast once friend yet alone I shall lose how do I destroy the beast which has given me power how do I cut the umbilical to this hate which has always been you lend me the pure sharp blade your love has made me stronger then ever my monster could wielding the sword of love I slay my rage lay my anger to rest never to move inside my soul again Your lips (you know who you are) I sit staring into yellow space my thoughts always of you How much I miss you how I wish to fly to your arms cover your body is soft kisses And feel those perfect velvet lips I have a gnawing in my heart a hunger only you can sate my dream lover that has invaded my reality how I long for one kiss from you perfect velvet lips unnamed yet I'm lying in bed this pen in hand there is something yet unsaid but away it slips as sand it must be a desire to share this night We ignite such a fire you in my arms is so right I stare out the window wonder what your thinking I've forgotten past sorrow Now I've lost where I'm writiing this makes no sence as always not worth a pence |