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Now You're Gone #31

You used to treat me special,
You used to tell me you cared
You used to tell me you loved me,
And that you wanted me there

Now you're gone,
And someone else will take my place
Now that I'm not there,
I always see a smile on your face

I want to see you happy,
Even if it's not with me
I wish you still loved me,
But maybe it's not meant to be

I'll continue to miss you,
To love you, to care
But I think you're happier,
Now that I'm no longer there

It took me some time,
But I love you
And I want you to be happy,
Even if it's not somethin I can do

Let me know,
If you ever need me
I'll always be there for you,
If you ever need anything

Written by:
Ryan Evans


I Do This To Myself #32

Scared and alone,
All by myself
No one to care,
No one to help

If anyone was there,
Would they save me?
Let me cling to them,
Like a rope to safety

Probably not,
They would let me fall
My screaming to them,
Is just a faint call

Even if they heard me,
Even if they cared
No one would save me,
Because I put myself there

Written by:
Ryan Evans


The Perfect Summer #33

The faint memory,
Of a summer long ago
My perfect Summer,
Lost in the snow

A dream of a girl,
That I loved so much
How she made me quiver,
With a single touch

My Angel,
With you I lie
Under the stars,
Shooting down through the sky

They are so lovely,
And you are mine
I turn and look at you,
Getting lost in your eyes

But that night has gone,
And tears fill my eyes
Our summer is gone,
I wish you could stay mine

We have to go home,
But I'll remember this forever
The time you were mine,
The Perfect Summer

For My Angel

Written by:
Ryan Evans


A War to Remember #34

We remember,
Those who are dead
We wear poppies on our hearts,
So we never forget

We honour,
Those who fought
Against the evil,
And What they sought

They sought to destroy us,
To rule the world
To kill all the unclean,
From man to girl

Now in ashes,
Their leader lies
A war to remember,
Those who never said, "Goodbye"

Written by:
Ryan Evans


Powerless #35

I am powerless over you,
I have no control.
You control my thoughts,
And there's nothing I can do

You have my heart,
After all this time
The time may be close,
When you are mine

I love you,
And realize I always will
Soon to be lover,
And best friends still

Written by:
Ryan Evans


Evil Inside #36

I hate you,
And put you down
I want you to hang by a rope,
A foot from the ground

I want you to give up,
Say "I quit"
"Fuck the world,
Fuck Life, I'm giving in"

I push you on purpose,
Torment you constantly
Give up now,
I don't care, there's no stopping me

If I had a heart,
It died long ago
If I ever had feelings,
I've never let them show

People think I'm insane
But I don't care
They're only covering up,
How badly I got them scared

To my friends,
How little there are
I would apologize,
But I really don't care

Fuck them too,
Fuck the world
Fuck what you stand for,
Fuck every boy and girl

You think me heartless,
Fuck you, don't stare
You think me evil,
Fuck you, I don't care

Written by:
Ryan Evans


Run Away #37

Hit and Thrown down,
You fall to the floor
Bruised and Bloody,
You crawl to the door

Time to run away,
Before he goes to far
Grab some stuff,
Sleep in your friends car

Survive the night,
You'll be fine
You're used to it,
It's not the first time

Just get up,
Pull yourself off the floor
It's pointless fighting back,
Just run for the door

Written by:
Ryan Evans


Mistake #38

I thought I'd die,
When you left me here
All alone,
With only my tears

I cried over you,
And now I feel a fool
For trusting someone,
I barely knew

Written by:
Ryan Evans


Remind Me #39

Remind me why I love you,
Remind me why I care
Remind me why I can't walk away,
When I see you standing there

Why I dream of you,
Lying here with me
Why I see you there,
And my knees go weak

Why I love you still,
And there's nothing I can do
So remind me why,
I left you...

Written by:
Ryan Evans


The Change #40

We used to be happy,
Best friends forever
Now we're depressed,
And we talk, never...

What happened to those fun times?
Did I miss the change?
What happened to us?
And all our kid games

When did we stop talking?
Stop having fun together...
Now we hang out with different crowds...
When did we abandon each other?

I don't know when it happened,
But I know there's nothing I can do
Somehow, along the way,
I missed the change in you...

Written by:
Ryan Evans


Lost Chance #41

I wish I would've taken my chance,
But I let it pass me by
Now I missed out on everything,
All in the blink of an eye

Everything I could've gained,
And all I was afraid to lose
Why couldn't I just tell you,
How much I really love you

Now it's too late
My chance has has come and gone
Everything and nothing,
Now forever lost

I wish you would've risked it but,
I missed "the last dance"
Now all I have,
Is my lost chance

Written by:
Ryan Evans


Under the Stars #42

Under the stars,
We lay together
Lost in each other's eyes,
Staring lovingly at one another

Under the stars,
We are together again
Under the stars,
We lay at night's end

Under the stars,
Everything will be fine
I only wish upon those stars,
That you were still mine...

Written by:
Ryan Evans


Whispers #43

I whisper in your ear,
All those things you want to hear,
Thinking I say them because you want,
Never thinking I'd lose my heart

How did I lose control,
Of my emotions so fragile
I gave them to you,
For you to shatter

Whispers were never enough,
I was left alone
I wished to hold you forever,
But even the whispers are now gone

Written by:
Ryan Evans


Broken Eyes #44

These secrets of my heart,
Held beyond broken eyes
All the lies of my life,
And how I used to want to die

Nobody shall ever know,
About the secrets of my life
The secret's I keep locked up inside,
Held beyond these broken eyes

Written by:
Ryan Evans


Beautiful Girl #45

Beautiful girl,
I'll never tell you
How I really feel,
When I see you

It might be obvious,
Sometimes it shows
I try to keep it a secret,
But you might already know

I doubt you'll ever look my way,
And feel like I do
So I might as well forget,
And stop wanting you

Written by:
Ryan Evans


Forgotten One #46

As you drop to the floor,
And wonder why
As you fall to your knees,
And start to cry

You think of those,
Who hurt you most
The one who loved you,
Their memories a ghost

A ghost trapped,
In the passage of time
But a faint memory,
In the depths of your mind

The one you loved you,
Loves you still, you'll see
I know this because,
That person was me...

Written by:
Ryan Evans


Smother Me #47

Smother me
Hold me close to your chest
Smother me
Take away my breath

Hold me close,
Tell me lies
Tell me you love me
Look in my eyes

I need you here,
I want to feel
I need your love,
I wish it were real

So smother me,
And tell me lies,
Smother me,
& love me till I die...

Written by:
Ryan Evans


"Hope is Dead" #48

Even when things go right,
They're all wrong
Tormented inside,
Till I'm left all alone

Forgotten about,
Left Behind
Shut away in the darkness,
In the depths of your mind

You leave me now,
And I hang my head
You're forever lost,
My hope is dead...

Written by:
Ryan Evans


Obvious Heart #49

I don't know what I'm doing,
I can't make up my mind
Am I trying to push you away?
Or finally make you mine?

Everyone thinks they know what I'll do,
And they're probably right
My heart so obvious to them
I wish it was obvious to my mind

I must decide now,
I'm out of time
This is going to be my only chance,
To tell you I want you mine

Written by:
Ryan Evans


The Scars of the Past #50

The Scars of the past, on my arms, long faded
The memories but dust on most peoples minds.
I remember why it happened, and I still feel the pain now
I bled away my problems, but remained the silent shadow

Now my words are loud, everyone hears them
Yet still they fall, upon deafened ears
Still nobody cares and those scars are for nothing
Still a walking joke in everyone's mind.

I will make new scars,
Make them remember this time
I will make new scars,
On everyone's minds

They won't laugh anymore,
They will feel my pain
This is my life,
I won't do this again

They will learn this time,
Cause this time it's them
I don't need these scars anymore,
... You can have them.

Written by:
Ryan Evans


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