Happiness Defiled #2

Colourful fluttering butterflies
Blood drips from their wings

Birds fly high in sunny skies
Tongues ripped out they cannot sing

Children play and laugh and swing
On playgrounds with big smiles

A young girl slits her wrists today
Draw's a razorline and cries.

With happy thoughts and shattered dreams
Contented hearts and stagnant minds
You live to smirk and make us scream
Your fucked up issues make us die.

Yes, you're right we're fucked up too
We dress in black and pierce our skin.
Slit wrists, take pills, some do that too
To escape this fucked up life they're in.

To end a life is deeply wrong
You hurt the ones you love
So stop killing all my friends assholes
By treating us like dogs.

Just leave us the fuck alone.

Copyright � October, 2003; all rights reserved by Jeff Szusz

Love Lost #3

Thoughts, dreams, visions
In my mind
Feelings of love
My eyes are blind
Heart holds fickle, foolish emotion
Which breeds sadness from sacred devotion
Once loved by her
To whome mine love was given
But by time and some distance
From her, love was driven.
Darkness, Emptiness,
A hollowed-out shell
Of the young man I had been
With her fair gaze fondly upon me.
I tumble through the sun's domain
In hope and dread of the moon's pale face.
I have no heed for the day, no care
But with peace of night
My thoughts are bared
Surrounded with life
I feel alone here
And without my love
Forever from mine eyes will flow tears

copyright � 2002, Jeff Szusz, all rights reserved

Sun Scorches Sky (SONG) #4

I Moved too slow
Missed fucking chance
Still all alone
A fake romance
Blade flay my skin
I lie again
Upon my back
Broken heart attack

I fly on broken wings
Through a dying sky
Dance on fraying strings
Love, hate, laugh, die
I cannot see
What�s wrong with me
Blood in my eyes
Sun scorches sky

Soul searching for soul
To share a life
Thought I found the one
I swear I tried
I swear I tried

Like dragon's breath
Love smells like death
Decaying mind
Running out of time
So many teasing whores
Lies pour from pores
Thoughts shatter bone
When you feel alone

I fly on broken wings
Through a dying sky
Dance on fraying strings
Love, hate, laugh, die
I cannot see
What�s wrong with me
Blood in my eyes
Sun scorches sky

Life is such a bitch
Can't live with this
Destroy the world
To find the perfect girl

Soul searching for soul
To share a life
Thought I found the one
I swear I tried
I swear I tried

I fly on broken wings
Through a dying sky
Dance on fraying strings
Love, hate, laugh, die
I cannot see
What�s wrong with me
Blood in my eyes
Sun scorches sky

Destroy the world
Love, hate, laugh, die
To find the perfect girl
Under sun-scorched sky

copyright � 2003-2005; Jeff Szusz, all rights reserved