If I can't have you
Then why should I live?
What's the meaning of life.
And why am I here.
Why couldn't you
Just leave me alone,
Stay out of my life
Don't write me notes
Don't call my house
Cause you made my life,
A living hell,
My heart is broke
Shattered and torn.
All over the ground
Scattered around
I am empty inside
There's nothing there
I get so mad I rip out my hair
Memories run
Through my head
Of how you made my life a living hell
And now I am dead

Written by:
Nicole Chevalier

You think you have it, oh so bad
But look at the shit I have had
Pressure, childeren, drugs and alchohol
These are the things that made me fall

You can look to me,
You can talk to me,
When no one's there
When no one cares

When your heart is hurt
When you body's sore
When your skin is ripped
When your soul is torn

When you mind is lost
And drifting in space
You can look to my smilin face
I am the main base

Of your heart
If you're hit by a dart
Your wounds may heal
Scars will form

And all along you may feel torn
But I can help
I can heal
All the scars you can feel

The ones that hurt ever so bad
The scars that maybe I've never had
I may not know what pain you feel
But I do know, I WILL help you heal

This poem is to everyone who has hit rock bottom or can't stand life. I may not know much about the situation but I can try my best to help you.

Written by:
Nicole Chevalier

You had no reason to treat me that way
And remembering that day
Makes me sad
And for Robyn it's bad
I'll never forgive her for what she's,
Done.
And everyone knows I am the one
I have no energy to start a fight
No more trust and no more games
I am holding a grudge for what you did
All your feelings you kept inside
I felt like dirt, I felt like shit
It feels as if I've been hit
All my energy is gone
Damn why'd we pick my favourite song
Everytime I talk to you my heart is racing against you
About how you hurt me and left me there
Everyone began to stare
My friends were pissed and so was I
Writing this poem made me cry
You're a player not a pimp
I am not a hoe I am the shit
I can be whatever I want to be
But you can't see
That you take & take and drain people of all their love and emotion
You don't know how that makes people feel
And soon enough she will see
That you meant something to me
Cuz when my energy does come back.
I'll crack her head with a metal bat
And you can watch, and you can stare
Cuz time will never take you there
Back to the time when you hurt me
And all these thoughts, you will not see
Everyone will read this too, except for you two

Written by:
Nicole Chevalier

Every minute of this life
So far has been kife
Then you came along
And showed me a happy song
My wings are spread
Solid like lead
I am flying now you've shown me how
I am no longer afraid
So I stayed
You're here beside me
And you love me I can see
You're here to stay
Not to go away
I love you so
But I can't stay though

Written by:
Nicole Chevalier

These feelings inside are growing and growing seeping through my heart
My body's hot, temperature's rising
And it's not you I am despising
The love inside I feel for you
Would stick us together like paper & glue
When will you notice
When will yo ucare
What I wear, the style of my hair
These feelings inside I share
My heart is there
Deep inside growing bigger & bigger
HOW DO YOU FIGURE???
The Puddle is small, it starts to rain
The feelings falling I need to gain
Control myself, and let you be
Pushing these feelings away from me
Breaking my heart into a million pieces
I make it sound like I need this
But I do so I can stay
My feelings won't make me go away
I won't let this get the best of me
Finally now I see, I am in love
There's nothing I can do
These feelings inside I cannot shew
Shew away, cuz they have to stay
In my body I'll find a way
I need to love, I need to care
But most of all I need to share

Written by:
Nicole Chevalier

You think I don't notice
You think I don't care
These feelings inside
I dare not share

You pretend you're my friend
You pretend you care
I feel like I could rip out my hair

I call your house
You pretend you're not there
You ask me if you want to call
Me back

I pause, say no, then hang up
I hope you're hurt
I hope you cared

Cuz when I am dead
No one will be there
To say I love you
And how are you

When I am dead
You'll be there too

Written by:
Nicole Chevalier

I don't know why it hurt so bad
But every little thing made me mad
And I cried and I screamed
And all my energy I haven't redeemed
Now I sit there poppin pills
One by one they go down
My face is pale, my body's light, as a feather
It's you I need to endevour
The note is here, I've written it up
My life long story that was rough
Up and down I am tossed around
As if I'm being spun by the wind
Or being stabbed with hot, rusty knives
My life is empty with a price
The price you will pay
And you will not stay
I could live and you might die
All this shit makes me cry
I've been hit with a dart
Penetrating slowly into my heart
You shot the dart
It wasn't of love
Or the kind that comes from above
So my message to you I say
From every woman, stay away
I don't want this to happen to them
I don't want to hear about it again

Written by:
Nicole Chevalier

You have no idea how I feel
My blood could boil, my skin could,
Crack and peel
The funny thing is you were mine
Our lives were fun and divine
I spent every moment I could with you
A relationship like this happens to very few
And to the ones that it does
They don't see it through
It was perfect between me and you
I don't know why you do the things you do
You rejected me and I was depressed
The weight was like carrying an armoured vest
The cuts were deep, and I am obsessed
Killing myself is the only thing left
I have nothing to give or to receive
All I need is for you to believe
That we were meant to be together
And if not my body will sever
This blade will go in deep
There will be no reason to keep me here
and then....
I'll be gone

Written by:
Nicole Chevalier

I know you shit
And talk about me
And still you wanna be friends with me

I am not good enough to be with you
I am not good enough to be your friend
So what am I?

I am waiting to know
I am waiting to see
What you will say to me

Will it hurt
Or will I care
These feelings inside
Make me stare

And talk about you all the time
Now I am asking god for a sign
Whether to be or whether to not

Wow my bod is feeling hot

Written by:
Nicole Chevalier