When I was born,
My mom looked at me,
And told me to be
All that I could.
When I was young,
It wasn't this way
I didn't see
How much our world sucked
But now
It's them who dont see
How much pain theyve made
They say I'm just a teenager
The cold blade of knife,
Pressed on pale, pallid skin.
I sweat and cry
How can they not see?

Written By:
Meg

I remember the look on their faces
When they saw the cuts
They said
Don't do that
Don't do it to yourself.
I looked through them with a blank eye
They didnt know.
I remember the feel of his hands
On my wrist
His eyes had question
As I sat up in bed
His eyes brimmed with tears as he held me
And I swore
I would never
Do it again
But my promise was empty
I crave blood, more and more
So I take out the knife
One last time
And it's over

Written By:
Meg

In my life
There are so many answers that somehow seem wrong
Everywhere
People stop to stare
They question my decisions
But I don't question theirs.
All I want is an ear to listen
A hand to hold
But it is no where
In this god forsaken continent
Not one person cares
Where my future lies.

Written By:
Meg

It was like any other day
She went at it just the normal way
And she did that every day
Until one day she decided
Why is life worth living?
So she went away,
And no one saw her leave.
No one saw her leave.
Well just the other day,
I decided to stop beside her grave.
I shed so many tears of shame
But be that as it may.
She'll never come back.
I envy her in every way.
Every day.

Written By:
Meg

Everyone practices some religion,
Catholic, Jews, and buddists too.
I don't know about your jurisdiction,
but I practice religion for the weak.

We cower and cry
In the face of danger
Betray our friends,
Aren't kind to strangers
We always come back
Right after we leave
Our kind of friendship
Is one you don't need.
But hey,
That's ok,
Because
We come and
We go
And we go
As we come
Don't matter what you think,
Cause I have a mind of my own!

Written By:
Meg

I'm no virgin to pain
But this hurts so bad
You always said you loved me
But all along I knew you never had

I bet you'd love to be a fly on the wall
And watch me slit my wrists
Watch them leak crimson depression
As curses fall from between my lips

I'm burning up
I'm falling down
I'm trying to fight against the pain
I'm losing...I'm losing...

Written By:
Meg

Welcome to the occupation
We don't give a damn about your reputation
We have no inquiries to your point location
We represent people from all over the nation

Work all night
Sleep all day
Cut with might
Then let our anger bleed away

Here every day signals one more loss
Every moan cries self destruction
Each broken body carried in a broken cart
Every broken body driven by a broken heart

Written By:
Meg

All aboard!
Mutilation station!
This is the last stop of the day

Round trip ticket?
No, this is one way
Tickets aren't expensive,
So we sell out every day

We are making quite a profit
But you can't refer us to your friends
Some say this is like a road trip
Except that it never ends

So all aboard?
Or stay on shore?
This might be the last decision I ever make
So come on in, the waters great!

Written By:
Meg

Broken wings
Broken heart
Fallen angel
What a start

Broken mirror
Shattered glass
Shards of metal
Through her heart no love can pass

Dirty hair
A blood stained sleeve
One slashed wrist
No one can see

Written By:
Meg

Neila was so pretty
With hair of black and skin of snow
She had a scary secret though,
For that her wrists she'd never show

Thomas was an average boy
With a head of gold and humor
He worshiped Neilas every move
But yet he never told her
So still she never knew

Neila cut her wrists each day
Mourning over Thomas
But on one fateful cloudy evening
She took her life away...away...

In her note was stated clearly
"Sweetest Tom, I loved you dearly"

Written By:
Meg