Stalk #1
I am the one seeking you,
I am the one that follows you,
When you feel like someones watching you,
I am.
I can see you change your ways,
I can hear you're voice always,
I know what you really fear,
So don't fucking lie to me.
Caught yourslef in a hole,
I can see you're tears are coal,
You're face is turning into ash,
You're body into trash
I can see you change you're way,
I can hear you're voice always,
I know how you really feel,
So don't fucking lie to me
Found you in a gutter,
You looked so ashamed,
You looked so afraid,
And wished yourself dead,
I can see you change your ways,
I can hear your'e cries always,
I know what you really fear,
So don't FUCKING LIE!
Written By:
Matt
"True self Image (through the broken Mirror)" inspired by a dream #2
You wake up and find yourself laying in dirt in a pool of blood,
You walk through a desert to find you're soul,
You find bullets imbedded into your spine.
You come to a house filled with broken mirrors,
You walk in barefoot and look into one of shattered pieces
And see your face disfigured.
You wonder why this happend,
And you don't know,
Because it hit you when you were sleeping,
That's when you're nightmares come true,
Your mind is distorted and who you are comes out and breaks you
Strangles you,
Is this you're true self image,
Is this who you really are,
You break down crying because are disgusted at yourself.
The pain starts to kick in, and soon you are on the ground screaming
As loud as you ever have,
Torture,
And you just don't stop the screaming.
You wake up from this dream, find yourself where you were 10 hours ago
You go into the bathroom to see if you're the same
You walk in and find a shatterd mirror...
Written By:
Matt
"Calling" #3
Could have left this place of tradgety
Just to find out you were gone
And just to hear you're echo in the hall
I found you dead on the floor,
"What have I done" I asked myself,
Must have caused this somehow
Somehow we could have fixed this
And I can still hear the echo in the hall
Can hear it through my veins,
Can feel it in my bones,
Your soul is calling for me,
Calling and telling me to take my own life,
Telling me I have nothing to live for
And now I'm reaching for you,
Reaching for my end to come,
You're calling,
You're calling for me,
You're calling is reaching for me,
Controlling,
Telling me what could have been
Take the knife and kill me,
I'm lying over your grave,
Over the body of you're soul
And I feel my lungs rip open,
And I feel my heart slow as I bleed
And now I'm reaching for you,
Reaching for my end to come,
You're calling,
You're calling for me,
You're calling is reaching for me,
Controlling,
Controlling,
Telling me what could have been
Because I couldn't help this pain,
Couldn't help you this time,
And I don't know what went wrong,
I don't choose to let this go,
I choose to keep you close.
I'M REACHING FOR YOU NOW,
REACHING FOR MY END TO COME,
TAKING MY LIFE TONIGHT
CALLING
CALLING
CALLING
CALLING
calling
Written By:
Matt
"Wild Eyes" #4
You are still part of me even though you're gone
You are still haunting me
Stalking me in my dilusions
Ripping my heart with every word you say
Blind without you
No feeling without you
Can't breathe without you
I need you to be with me
Taking my peace of mind
Unfolding the mysteries inside the mind
Unfolding the meaningless insanity of the heart
I will suffocate
And I will die
You were here and now your gone
Spilling my blood upon the floor
The eyes see through me
The eyes control me
Your eyes
Your wild eyes
Wild eyes
Wild eyes
Written By:
Matt
"In Loneliness" #5
Leave me to myself,
My lonelyness is beutiful,
Nothing compares,
Fear nothing,
Believe nothing,
In loneliness
Believe in yourself,
Nothing else is real,
Nothing else matters,
In loneliness
Enlighten yourself,
With the wisdom locked inside your mind,
See everything thing through only your eyesm
In lonelines
Face your fears,
Face the people you despise,
Make them see everything through your eyes,
In loneliness,
In loneliness.
Written By:
Matt
"One Familar Song" #6
There is someone outside my window
She calls to me in dreams,
The face I recognize,
So familar,
And overwhelmingly warm,
She is the shadow of the moonlight
She is the voice in my head
She calls to me in my sleep
Oh let me awaken from this dream
Oh take me back to reality
Oh take me away from confusion
But let me see her one more time
Let me kiss her one more time
She calls to me in one familar song,
She cries for me in one familar song,
She waits for me singing one familar song
She cares for me in one familar song
In and out, in and out,
Goes her one familar song
Written By:
Matt