Misery of addiction #1

I say I'm through, help me open the door I shut on you
My wounds are sore and I'm not sure I miss it
Addiction hurts and there is no cure
And I wonder if there's more

And I wander on
Is my body what I want
I am negative and mean
I can't think straight or sleep
Mean thoughts and sleepless days
I dont like to be seen anyway
I stay home

Written By:
Eron

Manic Episode #2

Checkered skies and blood shot eyes alone I sit and wait
Swirling skies and tingling voices, black and yellow whirls
Wisps of visions black and blue the pines are so high
Running on air, hide from the voices, jump and glide
I float around drink tea with clouds and think of the way I should have been
White sparks swirling in my mind, I come down and I'm blind

Written By:
Eron

Broken #3

I will drown my believes
In worm rot and bleach
Just to see you happy
I will fall to my knees
And shout and cry and scream
Just don't leave

I will control myself
My nerves and thoughts and words
Just for you to be with me
I will be confident
And less agitated
Only don't leave

I am pitiful
And always home and cold
I miss everything
And you listening
Only if I could know
I would wait until tommorrow
Just don't leave

Written By:
Eron