Baby your no fucking enemy,
Will you run away with me?
I don't want to be where I'm unwanted,
Kill this disease,
Cure me please!

I don't want to be infected,
Fucked up, sitting here,
So neglected,
I don't want to be your neglection,
Please don't drive me to perfection.

Chorus:
I'm not a barbie doll,
I don't bend, I break,
I'm not brilliant,
It's too hard to fake,
I'm not an angel,
My halo choked me,
I'm not blind,
I just can't see,

My wings fell off
I fucking drowned
Kill the baby
Don't make a sound
Burn me, break me
Grab me, shake me
There is no will
Left to kill

(chorus)

-Ellie

Pedicure
Manicure
Do I look alright?
Can't be late
Go as fast as you can
No more hairspray
Make-up man!

Sprayed too much
In my eyes
Toxic hairspray
Make me beautiful
Make me die
Red, red lipstick
Secret ingrediant
My own blood,
She's so obediant

My eyeshadow
Got in my eyes
I can't see
Stormy night skies

Perfect example of a hollywood suicide
Anorexic angel and your bulimic god
In order for me to fit in
I have to be a fraud

I'm a model
Can I look like you?
I'll do whatever
You want me to
Pills don't help anymore
I'm so fucked,
I'm just kinderwhore

Kill me now
Curling iron broke
Burn my skin
I'm just a joke
I swear that I am
Pretty inside
This is my fucking
Hollywood suicide...

-Ellie

Would you like to take me?
I'm beneath you
Could you break me
A little faster
I don't want to suffer
Not today,
I don't want to suffer
Not today

Chorus:
Paper cutouts
Paper doll hearts
Paper flowers
Of desire
Highest priestess
Caught on fire

Light shine through
Light shine through
Light shine through
Light shine through
Darkness dies
Let me cry
No one listens
No one listens
STD queen
Your disease,
It infects me

(chorus)

Anorexic anarchy
This is getting kind of sick
Broken social scene
Let me down easy
Let me down
Throw me onto
A jagged heart
They say wounds heal over time
But never of course,
Not mine,
They're still bleeding still
Infected, still feeding

(chorus)

-Ellie

All their wishes
Gone astray
The children laugh
But they won't play
All the smiles,
Have gone too,
Every tear,
Leaves a bruise

Supermodels light the way
Diet pills heal everything
Average teen weighs 65 pounds
Good children don't make a sound

Chorus:
Underneath the shattered sky
A little girl learned how to cry
Forgot how to pray
When she found her mind
Now no one will let her be sad
Blisters from her mom and dad
Busted lip, a black eye,
Lucky girl knows how to cry
Lucky girl knows how to cry

Never scared
Always alone
No one cares
What she does to herself
She learned how to bleed
Now it makes her day
Eat her heart out
It just dissolves away

Unknown, unshown
Censored emotions
Thriftstore heart
So cheap,
Gotten herself in
Sort of deep
Not deep enough
To hide the corpse
Not deep enough
To hide the corpse

(chorus)

-Ellie

I don't care
About what you say
Just masturbate
Your love away

I don't care for
Anything
Oh my god
Your god is fake
Your god is fake
I've given all that I can take

I won't bleed for anything
Just overdose your pain away
Anxiety
Priorities
Watch you baby
See right through me
You don't know me
You don't hear me
Fuck you
Love you
Hate me
Rape me

My mind is yours
For you to read
To feed your never
Ending greed
I've got my drugs
I've got my speed
I've got my suicide
So I have everything

Wow man, you moved on
So fucking fast
That's good your caring
Didn't last
You loved her all along
Well, doll I loved him
More than you
And more than him
And more than me
I got my death
I wont succeed

I've come to my
Realization
You're a cureless disease
Neverending suffocation
You don't know me
See right through me
You can't see me
'Cause you can't hear me

Man you never fucking cared
So take your lies
Somewhere else
I'm over you
I'm dead and gone
You thought you knew me
But hon, you were so wrong

I'll kill myself
Before I cry
You can't look me in the eye
Your concentrating
Masturbating
Let's see how long
Your torment lasts...

-Hey jack..this is for you....asshole..-

-Ellie