Slit my wrists
Hope to die
Stick a needle
In my eye
Watch it bleed
It's so fun
I love to see the blood run

Please dont cry
If I die,
It's ok
I hated my life

Slit my wrists
Hope to die
I know your tears,
Are a lie

So wipe them away
I'm sick of this,
It's your fault
I slit my wrists

Slit my wrists
Hope to die,
Slide the razorblade
Across my eyes...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

The same old pain
Comes every day,
It doesn't matter,
I hate you anyways
My love is filled with anger,
Anguish and pain

Yes, don't tell me
I know I am fake
I am so fake
That I am more fake
Than fake itself
This world is sick
Filled with filth

Yes I know,
You told me so long ago
I nearly forgot
Who I was
And who I am not
I get my lies
Mixed with my reality
And my truth,
Instead of a necklace,
I put on the noose...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Cut my wrists into pieces
Know I'm nothing more than
The blood that bleeds from them
I remember once when I,
Believed you were my friend

But I know you don't care
I know this world is broken
Somebody fix it for me
Somebody fix it for me
It can't be fixed

Lonely abyss from
That poor child
Don't you want to break through?
I hate that fucking smile

I want to sit here,
Let the world cry
It'll suit me best I guess,
It suits me best I guess...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

You're screaming
I'm pretending I care,
Your hitting,
I'm pretending you're not there

I'm bruised and broken
It's just a little blood
It doesn't hurt too bad I guess
I can try and make it through
I'm sure I'll be ok
Maybe not today

[chorus]
It's just a little cut,
You've got my bound and gagged
No I'm not ok,
Happiness staged
You've got me stuck
I'm in love, right?
Just untie me up this time,
Bound and gagged for the rest of my life

Who will open up their eyes?
See this world,
Through different times
I am nothing more than a sinner
This world is so sinister

Save me from the darkness,
Destroy this world
We live in
This life is nothing more,
Than a crimson regret

[chorus]

Let go
Shed blood
Believe you're nothing more than
Something terror has created
Because you are,
You were made through my fears,
My muffled cries
My acid tears
Please just stop
Telling lies

[chorus] x2

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

You spend your time
Avoiding the light
Wanting more, always wanting more
But what are you asking for?

[chorus]
You freak, you suicidal child
You think
It's so easy to know
But it's not
You let your brain rot to dust
And your heart
Began to rust
And you know
You are stupid
Beyond your worst hopes
Your hopes

I know that its all
In your game
Your ignorant times
That went through your days

I know who you are
I always have
It wasn't that hard,
Has never been that bad
So with all I want
The tears I have
The lies that you told
Everything is the same

[chorus]

I believe that your pain
Never gave up
It's still there,
Gnawing at your heart,
Your life isn't finished,
It's barely had a start,
You want to hold on
No you don't,
You want to end your life
But you won't
I know you have a heart
It's gone
But it's deep somewhere
Inside you,
I know it's there

[chorus]...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

[verse 1]
I've been locked up
Screaming
Like before
Like before
I hope this day will end soon

[verse 2]
You killed me
Now you miss me
Wipe away my bloody tears
Then you fucking hit me
Bring back all my fears,
All my fears

[bridge]
Fade away
I swear I love it
Why must I smile?
I love to get hit

[verse 3]
There's cuts up and down my arms
Cut my wrists in front of you,
Do you even notice?
Tell the truth
Tell the truth
Tell the truth
Ah____

[chorus]
I'm a burden on everyone's
Life,
My friends don't want me around
I know you hate me
Admit it,
Cut me into pieces

[verse 4]
I'm afraid of myself,
I've changed,
Become a stranger
Forever trapped
Stuck inside myself
I can't get out
No one will help me,
Save me

[chorus]

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Hold me
Free me
Cut me
Decieve me
Hold on to your
Razor blade romance
Don't realize that I'm here,
I'm not really here

If you could see me
Again,
Love what you don't see
My hands are at your thoat
This time
Slit your own throat
This time

You're so fake
As is your smile
Alas, I haven't known you
For some while
But I don't worry
Though your voice
Makes me cringe
The truth is a failure,
The world is a sin...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

I know I'm a failure
I know I failed my life
That's why I'm sitting here
Holding this knife

I want to die
I want to die

Oh razorblade, please
Deliver me
Open my wounds
On my mangled arms
Watch them close themselves
Form deadly scars

I want to die
I want to die

Your toxic eyes
Are cold and lonely
Screaming out,
Please hold me

Rape me
I take it
And you know,
My hate,
I fake it
You know

I want to die
I want to die...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Lick my wounds
Help me heal again
Someday maybe,
I'll feel again
Lick my wounds
Again, again
Again

I feel sick
I am confused
Lost,
Feeling so used
If I was there,
Lick my wounds clean
Next time I won't,
Cut so deep

Talk to me
Talk to me
You know that I'm here
I'm afraid of forgiveness
My tears are different
Not clear
I'm there
I'm there

Lick my wounds
Lick my wounds
Help me feel again
Oh, help me please
I'm dying tonight
Please let me cry
Someday I'll be alright

Oh singe my tears,
Oh helpless one
Lick my wounds
Lick my wounds
Help me heal
I'm so tired
I don't feel real
I'm so sick
Lick my wounds
I'm not real
(I'm not real)

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

I love myself
I
Hate you still
I am the lone one,
I
I am the only one

[chorus]
I brush my teeth
I brush my hair
I do my make up,
I starve myself

I love to hate my own world,
Is love and hate the same thing?
I love to lick my wounds
Oh the joy
Of physical pain

I hate my body
I killed my mind
I hurt my boyfriend,
I deserved the crime

[chorus]

I love the world
No, I hate it
I love myself
No, I'm too fat
I love that guy,
He doesn't love me back
I shred the world,
Oops I broke it

[chorus]
[chorus]

Write one-hundred times
Repeat myself,
I love my labels
Secrets are fun to tell,
I talk too much
Let's play in hell!

[chorus] [chorus]

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

[verse 1]
I'm your savior
Your life time failure
Save me again
Save me again

[chorus]
I'm your heart break
E-ter-nal ache
I'm the true trade,
Maggot infested fake
Cuts on my heart,
Blood stains
My internal scars

[verse 2]
You're not special
I deserve this hell,
Do I deserve this hell?
Love is lonely,
You're real, yet phony
I'm eternal
Kill me
I'm immortal,
You don't see me

[verse 3]
I'm a loser
I love to lose
It's nice to cry,
It's fun to be used,
Love to be abused

[chorus]

[verse 4]
Cut my heart out
Watch it bleed
I'm who you want
But you're who I need
I need some more blood
It's time to feed
Pierce the skin,
Your soul is freed

[verse 5]
You don't feel
What I feel
It's just not that way
You're perfect, unreal
I'll take the blame,
Again, again

[verse 6]
I'm sick, no obsessed
I'm just fake I guess
I'm nothing,
No something,
Your savior
Your failure,
In your debt
Your slave,
The box that pain made

[chorus]

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

The man in the moon
Looks so sad tonight
He must feel like I do,
Trying hard not to cry
I hope he's alright,
I hope he's alright

Say a word
Speak to me
Thoughts echo,
X the sky out
The stars all died,
I hope she's alright
I hope she's alright

Free my mind
My anguish
My hate
I'm broken
Inside and out
Tape me up
Glue me together
Safety pin my wounds
Again
I've been dead for
far too long
(Far too long)
I hope I'm alright
I hope I'm alright

The world fell apart
It's all my fault
The four horsemen
Fell from the sky
They came close
But they didn't die
I hope they're alright
I hope they're alright

Confused, so lost
I'm sorry for this
Sorry for loving you
Sorry for being here
I hope your alright
I hope your alright

My heart fell to
Dust in the puddle
Of blood it was
Stone and it crumbled
Can it get worse?
I hope it's alright
I hope it's alright...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Chorus:
Bleed on me my lone one
I've been broken into pieces
So many times before
Slashed my tires
In rage
Incarcerated in my cage
Locked up inside
My infernal love

I'm a snake
I want to fly away
Adam killed eve
Adam killed eve
Eve slit her own wrists
Adam slit his own throat
I killed them both
I killed them both

I'm so sorry
I murdered your love
I murdered my love
I murdered myself
Slaughtered the world
Slaughtered the world
I'm a bat,
I love my cave
I love to die,
To be your slave

XchorusX

Die for me my
Loved one
Cry for me
Singe my heart
In irony
Cringe my mind
For greed

Look deeply into my mind
It's nice in there
Jack and Jill went up the hill
Didn't come back down
Jack raped Jill
Jack raped Jill
Jill won't take it
Butcher Jack
Butcher Jack
What a pretty
Blood soaked axe

XchorusX (X2)

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Chorus:
Here comes the black hole
Swallow me up
SWALLOW ME WHOLE
SWALLOW ME WHOLE
Here come the tears
Swallow me up
SWALLOW ME WHOLE
SWALLOW
SWALLOW

I'm starting not to make sense
Doused in the shame of innocence
You eat me up, you're so full
Surprising, I'm just bones and a skull

You kill me once again
Will you just save me one more day?
I know you're getting sick
Make me scream,
Throw a fit

XchorusX

I'm so fake
Unreal
Trying too hard
To understand it
Refusal,
Demand it!

XchorusX x 2

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Angel_ A_ngel
Angel_ A_ngel

If I was an angel
Perfect and chained
I'd hang myself with
My halo
Broken wings_

I met an angel
Perfect and fare
Strangle me,
With your angel hair
Cut me, with your harp strings
Suffocate me
My infernal king

Angel_ A_ngel
Angel_ A_ngel

Pain me
My prince of the dead
Love me
Inside my head
Touch me
My Angel in red_

Love me
Like I'm the dying rose
Pick me like I'm the only one
Kill everyone
Save_ the son
The son_
The son_
The son_
The son____

Angel_ A_ngel
Angel_ A_ngel

Angel___ A_ngel_____

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

My mind filled
With hopeless
Fairytale, kisses
And lone dreams
Silent screams
Meaningless wishes
Of a happily ever after

And you say
You love me
Forgotten
You broke me

We must sing for,
Blood and mercy,
For the sorrow,
All we have left
Dream of angels
Deface your mind
Dull your image,
Not allowed to shine

Keep silent while you're waiting
Your tears are such worthless images
Protected in the shield of your sanity
With my vacant mind,
Slots soon to be filled
With the only thoughts
Worth thinking,
The thoughts of you
You broke me

Shredding my skin
With orchids
Opening my heart
Like a flower of pain
Worship me
I've gone beneath
Shattered like glass
In a hopeless breath

Eyelids grow heavier
How do I stay?
Must feel this anxiety
For another hopeless day
Worship me
The skies gone grey
I am your god
Believe my honest lies
Give in and bow
To my fearless cries

My mind filled
With hopeless
Fairytale, kisses
And lone dreams
Silent screams
Meaningless wishes
Of a happily ever after

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Chorus:
I warped your mind
Oh so sweet
And now you're mine
In defeat
I cut you up
Make you scream
I warped your mind,
You belong to me

I gave out threats
You're in my debt
I bury you
Beneath the floor
Bow down to me
And watch me bleed
I am your faithless gawd
That you believe

XchorusX

I throw you down,
Crumbling stone
You worship me
Build me a throne
A teenage dirtbag
Who I am
Make me shake
I'm a teenage angst
You beat me down
Your faithful servant
I try to breathe,
Of course I can't
I warped your mind
And now you're mine

XchorusX

I warped your mind
And now you're mine
I warped your mind
And now you're mine
I warped your mind
And now you're mine

You're so warped,
And now you're mine...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

You were so great
But unaware
That the person you trusted most
Would bring you tears
Shoot you dead,
Claim suicide,
Make people question
The way you died

Chorus:
But does anybody care?
Why wont anybody see?
How meaningful you were
The freshair you gave to breathe

The world was so fake
Music was tainted
Piece by piece
Than you came along
Something real to believe
But now we can't commemrate you
The world wont stand for it
You told us how to think,
And they're glad you're gone for that

XchorusX

The hope that made
Us all strong
You gave when we were
Transforming into industrial slaves
Now you're gone
We question why,
The only one
Who made us try

XchorusX

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Want me
Take me
Who you want
Mold me
Change me
I'm yours to taunt

Enchant me
Can't be
Who you want
Paint me
Draw me
So fun to haunt

Boil me
Bake me
Make me a cake
Taste me,
Organic,
I'm so fake

Shoo me
Boo me
Get me away
Take me
Rape me
Push me off stage

Hairspray, smile
What is it for?
Sugar gloss me,
And start over
Can't play this,
What's on your mind?
Don't state your opinion,
Thinking is a crime

Want me
Take me
Who you want
Mold me
Change me
I'm yours to taunt

Used to be a rockstar
Used to play
Used to be so real
I'll take the blame

Lick your lips
Sour kiss
Rape my heart
And rape my brain
Burn me up,
Freeze my insides

Want me
Take me
Who you want,
I am yours
To sugar gloss

Ah____!

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Chorus:
Break me
Rape me
Stake through my heart
Lay me down
And rip me apart

Wipe away my tears
Of Hate
Smile so proud
Don't you feel great?

When I scream
You shut your eyes
But now I'm happy
You open them wide

XchorusX

Take a picture
Steal my soul
Burn the Ashes
The fires' cold

XchorusX

Bend me
Indent me
Bring me down
Ask me
Tell me
Why do I frown?

Love me
Hate me
What I am
I'm so locked,
I lost the key
Let me out,
I'll beg and plead

XchorusX

Can't forget you
I'm still hooked
Read my heart
Like its a book

Carve your name
Into my heart
Dull my image
I used to sharp

XchorusX (x2)

Ah_____!

XchorusX

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Hide___
Hide___
Hide away
Free my fears
Lay me down
Kiss away my tears

Bite your tongue
Don't say a word
Secrets whisper
Has anyone heard?

So afraid to face
Myself___
Hide away
Hide___

Secret place
Far from here
Where I hide,
Cry my tears,
Hide____
Away from here
Where I am alone
Where I wanna be
Where I wanna be

So_ quiet
I can hear myself think
So I
Hide___
Hide___
Hide___
Hide___

I hide

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Sitting here
By your bedside
Like so many times before,
This looks familiar

Place your hands together
As if in a silent clap
Do this every night,
Before every nap
Mutter your pointless words
That mean nothing to your so-called savior

No one gets it
No one understands you
Getting sick of this
They wont take the time to
Know who you are
You're an Atheist
But they don't get it
They refuse to see your point
Just like to see you bleed
You disgrace the world,
You are the black sheep...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Love me like a dark soul
I am
I've fallen into myself
The homicide of yourself image

Chorus:
Maybe if I am just
A suicide bride
Don't need to continue
My groom is dead
I killed him
I'm sorry I hurt,
I'm sorry I cried,
I'm nothing more,
Than a Suicide Bride

Till death do we part
Tomorrow is my day
I won't bother with a note
You won't care anyway
I'll just leave silently
In the night

The rape I took
Was all by force
The beatings seem to die down,
Then they became worse
Tomorrow's the wedding day,
I won't be there
The next day is the honeymoon,
He'll be by himself
It wont matter to him anyway,
What's one less person to beat?
He'll call me a whore,
Then he'll cal me his sweet

XchorusX

I don't wanna be your suicide bride
I don't wanna be your suicide bride
I don't wanna be your suicide bride
I don't wanna be your suicide bride
I don't wanna be your suicide bride
I don't wanna be your suicide...
*fade out*

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Burning my insides
Leaving me breathless
Make me worship you baby
Make me cry
'Cause you're the only one
That wont let me die
You understand me
See right through me
Read my lips baby
(Read my lips)
Read my mind
Make me laugh
Baby I try,
But I can't lie

AHHHH____
Taunt me
Want me
Haunt my dreams
Beg you for kisses
When I scream
Hold me tight baby
Don't let go
For once, yea
I'm not invisible
Baby if you love me
Can you please smile?
Baby I love you
You make me smile

Is everything ok
Is everything alright?
Fuck the ground
Yea, kiss the sky
Love me baby, yea
You're my fuel (?)
My love is starting to seem
Impossible because I love you
Like you love her
Talk to me, see me for once
Not just my outline
Kiss my skin
And feel my insides
(Feel my insides)
Tie me down
I'm all yours
Sell me your disease,
I have the cure

AHHHH____
Taunt me
Want me
Haunt my dreams
Beg you for kisses
When I scream
Hold me tight baby
Don't let go
For once, yea
I'm not invisible
Baby if you love me
Can you please smile?
Baby I love you
You make me smile

Don't make me grin
Don't make me grin
Don't make me grin
A smile is a sin___
(Repeat 4 times)

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Pretty girl
Pretty girl
Pretty girl
Pretty girl

Bloody finger nails
And ripped skin
Pretty girl
Pretty girl
Faded smile
It used to win
Pretty girl
Pretty girl
Beautiful eyes,
So souless now they cry
Pretty girl
Pretty girl___
Pretty girl

So sad now
Cheer her up
So helpless
Save her now
So lost
Such a pretty girl
Now so gone
So sad
Pretty girl
Life is so bad
Pretty girl

So popular
Now she's not
So happy
Now thats gone
So free
Now she's trapped
Just 11
Now she's dead

Bloody finger nails
And ripped skin
Pretty girl
Pretty girl
Faded smile
It used to win
Pretty girl
Pretty girl
Beautiful eyes,
So souless now they cry
Pretty girl
Pretty girl___
Pretty girl

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-your internal pain, your crimson rose