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Kitty, kitty,
Where art thou kitty?
Kitty to the east, kitty to the west
Kill all the kitties and make kitty vests
Now I go to sleep
And dont make a peep
Wake up and get a breakfast dish
Then I set out to kill all the fish

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far-

Chorus:
You are the one
I hated with my love
The one
Who broke my trust
The one who betrayed me
With my life
The one
What made me pick up the knife

Remember who I am?
My mind that you messed with?
I loved you with my head
But now I wish you were dead
All the times you made me cry
I wanted to die

But I kept coming back
Because I thought you
Were the one I could turn to
I looked past your abusive mind,
The fire in your eyes
I thought I loved you
But it was pure hate
I could I want you
This is what lies beyonder my fate

{chorus}

I was nothing
Just the one you used
The soul you abused
The one that met me
On each end
The one
Who put on me
All that stress

You are
The one
Who made me cut myself,
Think suicide was the answer
You broke my hopes
And my dreams
You burned a hole
In my memories

{chorus} X2

Take a gun
I love the dead,
Let me join them
Shoot myself in the head
You are so happy now,
Your mind is still cheap
Cut yourself
And fall asleep

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far-

Chorus:
Everyone loves me
Kill me please,
I'm so popular
Kill me please
I'm miss America
Kill me please
I'm miss world
Kill me please
I'm miss universe
Kill me please

I know I know
I made a big mistake
I took my heart
And let it break
I taped it up
But it fell apart
Glue doesn�t work
On a broken heart

I know I know
I brought a gun,
I only used it
For a little fun
Just to shoot a few bullets
In my enemy�s head
Trust me
They�re better off dead
Don�t send me to prison
Don�t send me to jail,
Life's a penitentiary already
So just let me live
Agreed

{chorus}

Hate me
Rape me
What are you saying?
Don�t you feel special?
I know you love me
I'm not good enough for you
I know that it's true
So if you let me live
I�ll hate you

So talk to the earth
Sing to the trees
I like to bleed
So go ahead and cut me
Cut myself with safety pins
Slit my wrist with
Mermaid fins
Don�t lie to everyone
You know its true
It's you against the world
Why are you so blue?

{chorus}

Quit yelling if you want to live
I'm sure you don�t
But it�s a good threat
Spread the world with ashes
Of the liars and the fakes
Burn all the freaks on stakes
Keep your friends on a leash

All my friends are murderers
All my friends are dead
All my friends hated you
Tell me please
What is the truth?

{chorus}

Wear your pretty crosses
Don�t know what it means
Say your going to commit suicide with a noose
But you don�t know the meaning
Shoot yourself
And your so sad
Wake up tomorrow
Laugh you�re so sad
Who do you know?
I don�t care
Why are you talking to me?
Truth or dare?

Shoot yourself
Life's not fair
Give me your heart,
Something fun
To rip up

{chorus}

2 bullets left,
How should I use them?
Shoot one in your heart
And one in your head
Break my heart,
It's ok
I saved my death
For a sunny day anyway

How do you know me?
I don�t care
Why are you here?
I don�t care
Where did you come from?
I don�t care
Who are you?
I don�t care
What are you doing?
I don�t care
When did you come here?
I don�t care {chorus} X2

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far-

I love you
Fate broken
I wish for you,
But this world has taken you

I�ve been a fool all along
I know the truth now
I�ve been stupid all along,
How did I miss it?
I knew all along,
You didn�t feel that way,
So why waste my tears?

I want to hate you
I swear I do,
I want to kill you,
But I can�t face the truth
I want to be with you
But that won't happen,
I want to fake you
But everything has to die out
Stars all fall from the sky,
They burn out,
All animals die

Lay me here
Let me cry
Kill the world
Kill the world
I'm just a lonely girl
I'm just a lonely girl
Where have I been taken,
Held captive by you
What have I done to deserve this?
Kill the world
Kill the world

I didn�t want to make
Everyone suffer
I didn�t want to cause more pain
I�m still bleeding
Where will I find my sanctuary?
To protect me from myself
Find my tower,
To shelter me from the rain

Lay me here
Let me cry
Kill the world
Kill the world
I'm just a lonely girl
I'm just a lonely girl
Where have I been taken,
Held captive by you
What have I done to deserve this?
Kill the world
Kill the world

I�m locked inside myself,
Chained up in the dungeon
Created in my mind
Who will find me this time?
Who will find me this time?
I�ll lay here forever
Will I be accepted when I die,
Into that fucked up fairy tale
In the sky?
Or if my luck plays me right,
I�ll visit satan
Tonight
Tonight

Wake me up
Tomorrow
Let me see
Why has everything forsaken me
Why must I burn away the pain
You burned the wrong witch this time
You burned the wrong soul this time

Who will you kill tomorrow?
Who will you rape with sorrow?
When will it end
Why can�t you leave me alone
Leave me alone
I'm nothing more than
Pure mortal soul,
I can never fight back,
I am I am,
A fool

Lay me here
Let me cry
Kill the world
Kill the world
I'm just a lonely girl
I'm just a lonely girl
Where have I been taken,
Held captive by you
What have I done to deserve this?
Kill the world
Kill the world

Lay me here
Let me cry
Kill the world
Kill the world
I'm just a lonely girl
I'm just a lonely girl
Where have I been taken,
Held captive by you
What have I done to deserve this?
Kill the world
Kill the world

Kill the world
Kill the world
Kill the world,
The world, The world

Save yourself
Kill your friends,
Kill the family
Shoot the wall down
Shoot yourself down
It will end soon
Save your father
Save your mother
Torture them with the truth
The truth, the truth

Lay me here
Let me cry
Kill the world
Kill the world
I'm just a lonely girl
I'm just a lonely girl
Where have I been taken,
Held captive by you
What have I done to deserve this?
Kill the world
Kill the world

The world
The world
The world
The world

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far-

Dear friend,
Dear foe,
Dear love,
You should know,
That I will I will
Miss you if you go,
I wouldn�t hold on
If you left,
You�re the only thing
That keeps me here.

Don�t Do It
You can make it,
I�ll be there for you,
Don�t take it�
Don�t do it,
I wouldn�t want to
Be here without you,
Dear friend.

You know I care,
And for you I will
Always be there,
Like you were for me
Like you were for me
Dear friend,
Dear friend.

No no,
I would never forget you
Dear friend,
Please stay here with me,
If your not good enough for her,
She's not good enough for you
Dear friend.
Dear friend.

Please
Put down the gun,
Hand me the knife,
I love you too much,
Don�t take your own life,
Dear friend.
Dear friend.

No,
I don�t want to bury you,
You should bury me,
You should live forever,
Become something great,
Because we will always be,
Friends forever,
But don�t turn away,
The road just seems so long,
But you have to hold on.
Dear friend.
Dear friend.

Remember I love you,
Dear friend.
You just can't let go,
Dear friend.
There's something you should know,
I�d miss you if you were gone.
The days would be too long.
I�d have to end it soon,
Because I couldn�t think of a life,
With out you.
Dear friend
Dear friend
Dear friend

Dear friend
Dear foe,
Dear love.

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far-

Sleep Sweet Darling
Dream Your Dreams
Feel Your Nightmares
Than You Scream

Cut Sweet Darling
Slit Your Wrists
Sit Up At Night
And Write Your Lists

Shoot Sweet Darling
Shoot Yourself
Use The Gun
I Would Never Tell

Bleed Sweet Darling
Your Losing Blo0d
I Know Its True
You Know You Should

Die Sweet Darling
You Part Me Fare,
I Will Not Miss You,
You Were Never There...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far-

Chorus:
No lies
Tears and blood
Your empathy,
Face in the mud
Your peace
No one loves
Your pain
Everybody hates you

Say it's ok
For me to go outside
Please let me go
Let me play
I want to be free,
But you wont let me...

I'm afraid
Of the dark
I'm scared
Of myself
You are my
Nightmares
I am the monster
Under my own bed
The fears that lye inside your head

XchorusX

You took me away from my friends
Put me with the one i despise
You filled my mind,
With 50 thousand lies

So take what you get
What you deserve
Take what you want
This is what you earn

XchorusX
XchorusX

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far-

Chorus:
The bitterness, hostility,
Spirit of hatred
Ghost of the past,
This world was led on
Caught in a trap

The Gypsy's Balalaika
Sat in her hand
Watch her wither away,
Become one with the sand

The bane just attacked them,
With out any warning
The dead just sat there,
Distracted by mourning

The bats in the bellfry
Set out into the night
The fairy's legs weren't working,
So she decided to fly,
But her wings were broken,
So she fell from the sky...

XchorusX

The fire consumed,
His eternal soul
Laughed in his face,
Just a pure mortal

Your aluminum heart
Caged in steal,
Wrapped up in chains,
It's too hard to feel

The black hole in your mind
Corrupted for years
The sins of the past,
Imprisoned by tears

XchorusX

The bitterness hostility,
spirit of hatred...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far-

Chorus:
You're an angel,
I've heard.
You're a sinner,
You're torn

I forgot you
Alone
I dont want to be
Anyone

Oh
I can't
Hear any words today
I wish that I
Was okay
Okay

XchorusX

Your mistaken for
Someone that I was taken for
So many years before
My memories have a tear,
I was never actually there
I was some where far away,
Take life on,
For one more day

XchorusX

You said goodbye
To your emotions,
You're fucked up
Secret devotions
I know who you are
I figured you out
I figured you out

XchorusX

You fake
I knew all along
Everything you said was wrong
Pretend to be someone you are not

XchorusX
XchorusX

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far

Mend your wounds
Open bruises
Taste your fate
Save yourself again
Fear the only one
Who knows who you are
Believe in the holy ghost,
I hate the holy spirit
Reach out to yourself
Frown and bear it

I'm an Anti-Angel
Broken lights
Lost my halo
So long ago
I broke my wings
So I can't fly
My soul is so deep,
You can't see it through my eyes

I keep my secrets in my mind
I'm blamed for everything
I keep my lies inside me,
Promises, they cut too deep
The truth was never told,
To anyone,
Not me

But I know a promise,
That was not broken nor
Was it kept
It was the promise,
Of your eternal debt

Yes I am an Anti-Angel
Bruised and covered with blood
I have seen no light
For eternity
I stand where I have always stood
Always in the darkness
The shadows of the dead
I'm an Anti-Angel,
Never like the rest...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far

Enter with caution
Break your wings
Wonder who you are for eternity
Seize your thoughts with open arms
Scream so loud,
Raise the alarms

I wish I could be
Someone else,
Get high off bleach,
Sigh eternally
Speak so hopelessly,
So helpless
Trapped inside yourself

You look in the mirror
At a familiar face,
It couldn't be you,
You are too fake
But it is your own
Blank eyes
That stare straight through your soul
Your own emotionless face,
That life has stole

It is your very own scars
That remember your past,
Your very own heart,
That has you caught in a trap...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far

You put your trust
Within your friends
If they stab you once,
They'll do it again,
It's better to not forgive
Than to forget,
To live without,
Than to regret...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far

You're asking
Is this a cry for help
Yes it is
Save me from myself
Please take the knife away
Before I do something
That I won't regret

This is a cry for help
But you can't hear it
You're ignoring me,
I can see it,
It's nothing knew,
You always are

Please
Take away the pain
Wash your wounds
With acid rain
No, I'm not ok
I'm bleeding from my wrists
Can't you see it?
It's there,
You just don't care
You're so wrapped up
With your life,
To notice me sitting there
With a knife
But it's ok,
I already knew you didn't care,
Because if you did,
You'd do more than just stare

You're asking
Is this a cry for help?
Yes it is
Save me from myself

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far

Presumed dead for all life stands for,
Held captive where you stand
Forever blinded by darkness,
Another time to miss your chance

An unseen figure lingering
In the shadows of your eyes
The one who never knew,
There was more to life
Than pure despise

Your stone heart
Slowly crumbling
Your feelings locked inside you
With the refusal to do their part
Your souless eyes seemed to mean something,
But nothing with pure fury
You're long gone inside yourself,
Finally dead and buried

The world just walks right passed you
No one ever sees you there
Maybe because,
You never move,
You just sit there,
Continuing to stare

You know what awaits you
Your decided destined fate
You've moved on to your
After life,
Your mind is in a dead-pan state

Your thoughts depraved
By eternal darkness
The morbid sins enslaved
By your past,
You can not continue anymore,
Your chains have you trapped...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far

{Verse 1}
I am so fake
I don't know who I am anymore
I was fucked up,
But the pain got easier to ignore
I am
I am
I know who I am
I am
I am
I'm not sure who I am
I was
I was
Taking it all in

{Verse 2}
It was ok for a while
I was fine,
As a child
I was sane
Until I turned five,
I cut myself
With a butterfly
I know
I know
I'll someday die

{Chorus}
I was me
for a while
One day I fell
And broke my smile
I wanna go play
I wanna go play
I wanna go play
I wanna go Play!

{Verse 3}
You took me in
To see some woman
It sickened me
As much as people can
Sat me in a chair
I remember it well
I was wearing a dress
Pigtails in my hair

{Verse 4}
Tell me your problems
Tell me your story
What are your worst fears?
Why do you worry?
Do you have an issues?
Don't cry,
I have a tissue

XchorusX

{Verse 5}
Somebody lock the door
She's on the loose
Somebody lock the door
She finally blew a fuse
Somebody tie her down
Calm this kid down quick

{Verse 6}
Sitting there in
The chair
Once again I see,
Getting kind of tired,
Why are you questioning me?
There you go
Whispering as if im not here
Oh well
Whatever
I don't care

XchorusX x2

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far

I know I'm an idiot,
What's your excuse?
I hate my life,
Tie the noose

I know life is pointless
So am I,
I know I'm worthless,
Blank, dumb eyes

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far

Shoot my heart out
With a broken arrow,
Feed on my mind,
Useless bone marrow
Shoot yourself,
If all else fails
Check your box,
For more black mail

I'm shamed
For being here
I could careless
Through all these years
I still hate you,
Fucking jocks,
Rape you,
Hand cuffs with no key to unlock

Forget it
There's no point to this
Fucked up nation
He killed himself,
By means of masterbation
Poked his eyes out
With safety pins
Don't you love,
The shallow grins?

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far

Broken hearts can be mended,
But will never heal
Lies can be told,
But this world,
Was never real

I'm getting sick
It's getting hard to feel
Vomit on your feet
It's nice to see you squeal
Your yelling in disgust
I want your lungs to burst
There's my love,
My ride,
I'm leaving in a hurst

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far

Oh save me
Savior
Take my pain,
I cry for mercy,
Deliver me
Take me to my
Afterlife,
I long for a slow painful death
It relieves me
Only love can make you cry
Suicide will take your life,
But it wont take mine

Oh how the gore,
Is so soothing
The sound of the razorblade
So inspiring, so moving
Oh how you speak about
Your god
Who is this man?
Whom christians seek
A mere belief,
For the week...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie
-Heart in chains, a broken star, remember me, I wont make it far

Your internal pain,
Your crimson rose
Your bloody tears
Does it show?

Your mindless
Heartache
Eternal break,
The one you own,
Your personal fake

The one who loves you,
That you don't see,
The one who cares,
Shamelessly

You say you know
How did you guess,
The one whose confused,
I caused my own mess...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie

X...just cut our wrists like cheap coupons and say death was on sale today...X
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

I feel like I've been used forever
Take the knife out of my back
You've stabbed me so many times
I'm surprised I'm still breathing,
Nothing is ever forgiven

So trust yourself
And this fucked up world,
See how far you get
If you love someone,
They'll break your wings
Slit your throat,
The angel never sings

I know whats true today
I hate you anyway
It's just another moment
In my memories
Another obstacle
To break my world
It's already broken
I'm going in circles

I say goodbye
Hope you don't die
I will go first
My bubble has already burst
Starve yourself,
Die of thirst

I feel like I've been used forever
Take the knife out of my back
You've stabbed me so many times
I'm surprised I'm still breathing,
Nothing is ever forgiven...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie

X...just cut our wrists like cheap coupons and say death was on sale today...X
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

I'm wondering,
What will I do?
I'm screaming,
Can't seem to hate you
And everyday
I feel so used
I'm so helpless
I surrender to you
What else is there,
That I could do?

I try to change
So you would feel,
Everything that I feel
But it doesn't work,
It's completely unreal
How can I love you
It's stupid
But yet I do

There is no letting go
No turning back
These worthless thoughts,
Have turned my heart black

I know you lead me on,
And I fell for it everytime
I know it's your fault
I slit my wrists
For you I always cry
But yet I can not hate you
Though I honestly do try
I guess I'll have to live with it
Unless hopefully I die...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie

X...just cut our wrists like cheap coupons and say death was on sale today...X
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

[chorus]
Oh make me over,
Bring onto me your hell
Oh make me over
Let me destroy myself
Oh make me over

Oh take me away
Let me breathe again
Oh smother me my dear one
Cover me in blood
Oh let me love you
The savior of the sun

Oh change my whole mind
Clean my wounds for me
Bow down and rape me
Speak to me

Oh
Make me over,
Forgive my sins
Make me over,
So I can be like them
Oh make me over,
Again

I feel,
I'm held captive
I surrender to your cries
(I surrender)
So take me over,
Oh, take me over

[chorus]

Oh make me over
Make me over
Oh make me over
Oh
Bring onto me your hell
Make me over
Oh make me over
Let me destroy myself
Oh make me over...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie

X...just cut our wrists like cheap coupons and say death was on sale today...X
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

[verse 1]
I'm lonely
I'm faking
I'm ugly
Forsaken
I want you
You're taken

[chorus]
You hug me,
My heart aches,
You kiss me,
It breaks
'Cause I know
The world knows,
You're untouchable

[verse 2]
I bet she's lovely
She's so thin
Blonde hair,
Fair skin
I bet shes anorexic
If she has any flaws at all

[chorus]

[verse 3]
It seems to me
That your bringing me close
To turn me away,
It hurts more I guess
Maybe thats why you do it
It's ok, i'll take the hit
For you, for you

[verse 4]
Ah______
I found it again
What I lost
What I never was
Will never be
I'm too fat
No, too skinny
No, confused
I'm feeling used,
It's ok, it's ok
It's nothing new

[chorus]

[verse 5]
You hug me
I break
You hate me
I'm fake
I love you
But it's all hate
I'm different, unique
I guess I'm a freak
I already know,
She's everything I'll never be

[chorus]

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie

X...just cut our wrists like cheap coupons and say death was on sale today...X
-your internal pain, your crimson rose

Many slits
Upon my wrists
A vacant smile
On every child
A long gone wish
That couldn't stay,
A young girl
Attempting suicide today

With all these thoughts
In out heads
All these hopes,
Of being dead
All these scars,
That go unseen,
The fucking fakes
Of the american dream

Vacant trials of our pasts
Worthless dreams,
Out of our grasps
The people who can not see,
We're who we are,
Not who we want to be

Many slits
Upon my wrists
A vacant smile
On every child
A long gone wish
That couldn't stay,
A young girl
Attempting suicide today...

Peace, Love, Empathy,
-Ellie

X...just cut our wrists like cheap coupons and say death was on sale today...X
-your internal pain, your crimson rose