Falling #1
You think you hit the bottom, when you've just begun to fall
You feel like you've been walking for miles, but you haven't moved at all
You want to die, but you're scared of death
You don't want to go, but you've already left
You're surrounded by water, but there's nothin to drink
And you try to remember, but you just don't think
You want to forget it, but it won't go away
You wanted to leave, But you have to stay
Nothing in your life is working
Everything in your life is disturbing
Everyone around you is dying
You have no more tears for crying
And you've only begun to fall.
Written By:
Angela Lapointe
To Ryley #2
I was such a fool, Why did I let you go?
I can't believe I did that, I love you so
Now my heart is broken, Because I miss you alot
It feels like my heart has been ripped out and left to rot
I miss you so much, I want you back
But you've found another, and I wish you the best
And I'll always love you more than the rest
All throughout now I'm alone, because I can't go on
But someday the memory of you will be gone
I miss you
Written By:
Angela Lapointe
Giving up #3
Life's so hard it makes me think, of giving up and dying
Then you came and gave me hope, you stopped me from crying
Without you I'd be dead
I'd have dirt over my head
I would die, my blood would dry
I'd be dust, my mom would cry
You saved my future, I forgot my past
Thanx to you, my life will last
Thank You
Written By:
Angela Lapointe
My Angel #4
You are My Angel, from above
You gave my life, you gave me love
You saved me from a falling fate
You did not judge me, You did not hate
So many people, they have said
One more day, and she'll be dead
They knew my life, was such a hell
I had no friends, no faith as well
They knew I was, to take my life
To cut my wrists, with a sharp knife
My blood would shed, then I'd be dead
That is what, they always said
But the floors are not full of blood
There is no body drenched like mud
I'm alive thanks to you,
You're My Angel... I love you
Written By:
Angela Lapointe
So Many Questions #5
What is life when there's all this death?
How can we hope when theres nothing left?
How do you cry when theres no more tears?
How can you live with so many fears?
How do you know if theres heaven or hell?
Were do we go when we die as well?
And what will happen when I die?
Will there be people that will cry?
Or will they ignore me and let me rot?
Will they care if I'm alive or not?
If I hurt will you be by my side?
Or will you run and try to hide?
And what will happen when I fall?
Will you help me or must I crawl?
There are so many things that I would like to know!
And I'd like to know them before I go!!!
Written By:
Angela Lapointe
Bye World #6
My world
There are skeletons in my closet and it's time to clean them out
Cuz I don�t think what I�m dealing with is what life's all about
So today I�ll speak my mind
And maybe there�s something you will find
Maybe you will understand why
Why, I say I want to die
They say there all misfits when there all the same
And when I act different I fell ashamed
They tell me turn your eyes away you don�t belong
Don�t tell us what you think you know your wrong
I�m sitting all alone while they talk
They hush their words until I walk
I cut myself a thousand times but never hit the vein
I�m sitting on a railroad track but there never comes a train
I drown myself but get resuscitated
I go to school where I�m always hated
I�m sitting outside then it starts to rain
But I cannot move cuz of all the pain
I want to die but death won�t let me
There�s much more pain he wants to see
I�m alone, but surrounded
I�m free, but I�m grounded
I�m screaming out loud
But you cannot hear a sound
No matter what I do no matter what I say
I always seem to be the person that always has to pay
Tomorrow's another day
And it will be worst than today
The pain will never stop
So I will climb a building then I�ll drop
It's not like anyone really cares
And I would have escaped the stares
I truly am fucked in the head
So it would help others if I was dead
I�m tired of keeping all this pain inside
So shoot me now then go and hide
Bye world
Written By:
Angela Lapointe
Still Missing You #7
I look for you
Although you aren't there
I love you
Even though you do not care
I'll wait for your call
All night if I have to
I wish you cared about me
As much as I care about you
Now there's a hole in me I cannot fill
Babe I miss you so much
And I get so ill
When I think about the kiss
That was our last
Now all that you are to me
Is a memory of the past
You told me that you cared
And I thought you were true
But when I said "I love you"
You said "I DON'T love you"
It felt as if my soul
Was torn and ripped apart
How could you do such a thing to such a fragile heart
I look everyday for a guy
That's better than you
And even though you hurt me
I can't love someone new
Everytime I see you
A tear runs down my cheek
Because I used to look in them
To sweep me off my feet
I used to stare into those eyes
And time would seem to stand still
But now that I can't see those eyes
There's a hole in me I cannot fill
To me it seems
You are the only guy
Forgeting you will be hard
But surely I will try
To Ryley
I still miss you.... ALOT!!!
Written By:
Angela Lapointe
I'm Fine #8
I'm standing all alone
This breath is my last
I hear awful, tormented sounds
Of my unforgiven past
Now I'm walking along the edge
looking down below
Waiting for my feet to slip and my blood to stop to flow
I jumped and then
My life ran through my eyes
I saw the ones I loved
And I saw them when they died
I saw poeple crying
And it was all because of me
I saw myself dying
That's what I didn't want to see
I saw myself in every lie
I saw the poeple that made my cry
Then a sharp pain ran trew my spine
But yet I knew things will be fine
Written By:
Angela Lapointe