Always and Forever #1

As I write, I'll sing this song
for the greatest love I've ever known.
To my heart, you have the only key,
I beg of you, never set me free.

I prayed to God for a love so true
Now, I realize He already knew.
In time my prayer was answered,
The most wonderful woman
He blessed me with you.

What we share feels so right
To say I love you every night.
Wonderful moments shared,
Precious memories, still tell me you care.

I see your shadow,
As I lay myself to sleep.
Dreams of you, oh so sweet
In my heart, I will keep.

Look into my heart, my life.
Tell me, what do you see?
Can you feel the need, the want, as I
To be your husband, you my wife.
Much joy and happiness you've brought me.
If I had life to live again, I'd want to with you,
My lover, my best friend.
Always and Forever,
I'll love you till the end.

For Jen

Written By:
Andy Okkema

Where I Lie #2

Today was another one of those days,
Where getting up doesn't pay.
I woke up late with no time to eat.
The school bell would be hard to beat.

When I finally get to school
I feel like a fool.
I stand out from the crowd.
They are too quiet, I'm too loud.

I get sent home early for
Getting in another fight.
I wont regret it because me
hitting him was right.

Respect me and I will be a friend,
Disrespect me and we will fight in the end.

But it doesn't matter now
Because it will be alright,
I wont be here after tonight.

I'm done with the day-to-day,
I have no reason to stay.
I'm wasting away.
So I will die today.

I put the pills in my mouth and swallow them with wine.
I hope that this will make everything fine.

My stomach lurches as I start to scream.
It all seems like an awful dream.
The screaming stops, I fall to the floor.
I can not stand this anymore.

I lie on the floor with a tear in my eye,
As I feel my heart give up and die.
Now I realize I should never have said good-bye.

Now I realize I don't want to die.
But now I will die here where I lie.
Without even enough time to cry.

Written By:
Andy Okkema

Love Is #3

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

Written By:
Andy Okkema

You lost #4

I'm not good enough for you
Or anyone else
I don't know what to do
With myself

Maybe I should end my life
With a simple slice with a knife

Or maybe I should stick it through
Just so you can get a laugh or two

No I don't think so I'm sick of playing your games
I don't think so I'm sick of being called these names

So I give up slowly but surely
My souls no longer straight its now shrivled up and
Curly

Don't be mad because you lost
You'll find a new love to taunt and a new life you'll
Cost

Written By:
Andy Okkema

Lie #5

I don't see the crime
In wanting to take
A life that is mine

It is mine and I hate it so
And by acting like you care
Your making me feel so low

I don't want to be here
So don't try and keep me
If I stay I'll live in fear

I want to leave because I'm lonely
Don't try and be mr.fix it
Your words just hit me coldly

So I guess this is my good-bye
I sorry I had to leave
I couldn't live a lie

Written By:
Andy Okkema

Shits & Giggles #6

What is Shits and Giggles you ask,
It is something that is more funny then hearing
Yourself pass gas.

It is side spliting hilarious and tear shedding funny,
Once you have gone through Shits and Giggles you won't
Be able to stop rubbing your tummy.

When did you get Shits and Giggles you ask,
I saw it in some english movie that seriously made me
Laugh.

Shits stands for crap or another title for poo,
Giggles is for laughs which is what it will make you
Do.

I'll take my Shits and Giggles to Hollywood and have it
Made into a movie,
Maybe we could get Mike Meyers in it and he can say
GROOVY!!!!!!!

What would I do without my Shits and Giggles,
It seems to me like being lost without fingers that
Wiggle.

As I take my Shits and Giggles and sail off into the
Morning air,
I think that everyone should try Shits and Giggles
Cause nothing else will compare.

Written By:
Andy Okkema