Red sweetness flows beyond me
Do I care?
No I never do
I walk on and on
Wait till I am there
I swear, I'll return to you

Red Sweetness on my face
I say I won
Hear me now
I will stand and fight for you
But will you ever care?

I fight for you
Till my days end while
I walk upon the frozen ground
Never to feel warmth again
But I won

Red Sweetness taste is bitter
But it shows my trust
Return to you I shall
But never to see your brighten smile
I give you, my soul to keep

-Amber Joy

Words I said
Forget today
I never meant
For it to go this way

I hate not you
I hate myself
Forgiveness I beg
Will you end my day

Take me back
My hunger no more
Fed it be
My hate untold

Silent I sit
The bench alone
The park so cold
Not light for warmth

Quite I beg
No more lies today
The words I said
Never were meant to stay

-Amber Joy

The house I sit all alone
Hold him close or let him go
I cant bear to see you their
Never to hear my name

You walk on by
I see you go
What's her name
Hurts my so

You turn to go
I scream your name
It falls upon
Deaf hearing aid

Once you hear
A little voice
That's me, so smile
This is my last day

-Amber Joy

Wind held high in the sky
Snow fell gently to the ground
What a perfect place to go
To hid the truth of lies

Far in the heart
A single tear grows
Alone so cold
It chilled the earth to know

No moon in the sky
Only dark clouds tonight
Never to look into
Those eyes of yours

Deep in the dark
A little one sleeps
That will be me
Waiting forever and always

-Amber Joy

Moonlight strung amongst the eyes
I look up toward the sky
Moon is all I�ll ever see
The sun is not of me

Water always so cold
Never to walk where it goes
To throw me away it rejects
The dead floats on its mass

Invite me in for the need
I stand before you nourish me
Red drops so kind indeed
Why must I live off the dying thee?

A cross in my way
It always causes sway
I can�t go that way
Must run away

My strength is a curse
It just makes it hurt worse
You may say I am remorse
But I find it much worse

-Amber Joy