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He
Who Laughs Last
No trust can be given
freely, its' a valuable commodity, but obviously this is something you've
never learned. Faith is something that you put in friends, and had I
excess morals to lend, I'd let you borrow them, but my trust you haven't
earned.
We've got a problem? First of all there is no "we", I'm detached
from you completely.
I've got a problem. You tell lies to my friends and think it won't get
back to me.
No bond can ever seem to make a stable fit in our relationship, but one
thing that never comes between us is honesty. When you have something to
say, you always seem to find a way to avoid the truth or instead, avoid
me. Straight up is always how you'll see me stand, but it is never in your
plans to be straight forward, so instead, you use deceit. Now I would like
to take apart what you've been breaking from the start. I'll remain
intact, I won't be broken in defeat. No trust!
File 13
I sleep until there is no
light. I'm wide awake all through the night. Dinner may suck but I'll take
a bite, I do whatever I can. My muscles stiffen through the day,
discomfort never goes away, someone should throw me away, I feel like a
garbage can.
Throw me away, I've got no use. Throw me away, I'm nothing to lose. Throw
me away, I feel like shit. I am useless.
I know I know nothing at all. I'd take stand, but I know I'd fall. I'd run
head-down into a wall and watch my blood run faster. Girls laugh and pass
me on the street. I spook out everyone I meet, I've got pink toenails on
my feet, I'm such a fucking master.
I never seem to feel well. I always seem to look like hell. It seems like
everyone can tell my mind is going numb. My mom thinks I wear women's
clothes. I get dogged on at all the shows. It seems that everybody know I
look like a fucking bum.
Wake
Up Call
If I had my way I'd wish
them all away, but I can't find the magic inside of me. I'll give my best,
'cause I can give no more, but your problems aren't solved so easily.
I'm not someone that you should run to. I've been, often, as broken as
you, more often than you'd like me to. If I could heal all the pain that
you feel, I'd gladly cure all that ails you inside. Unfortunately, I have
no degree and I can not anesthetize.
I wish that I could help you. I can't even help myself. It seems you need
a saving grace and a savior's something I'm not.
Cult
Status
I'll turn you on and switch
you right off. I'll make sure you like what you see. Forget all that you
once believed. Now you will believe in me. Do you believe you make the
choice, decide what you hold most dear? In all opinions that you voice,
it's my voice that they all hear.
I'll take you ideas and your values, I'll make you turn them all around.
I'll break your individuality, I'll take you down.
I'll seal shut your open eyes. I'll give you a taste of the bland.
Intoxicate you, take me in. You'll never feel the touch of my hand.
I'll turn you on and switch you right off. I'll soothe your troubled mind.
You'll never have to think again, it's just a matter of lost time.
Perfect
Fit
What was it I was thinking,
or was I even thinking at all? When I think of what I thought back then,
then I'm ashamed; and I'm appalled that I gave up all I was so easily.
Living your life is not for me.
I won't be sedated, I won't be sedated! Give me a little taste and I know
I won't want more. I won't be sedated, stability is overrated. Give me the
disorder I adore. I can't be a part, be a part, I can't be a part. I can't
be a part, be a part of your modern world. I've gotta be apart, be apart,
I've gotta be apart. I've gotta be apart. I can't grasp the values that
you hold.
What was it you were thinking, or were you even thinking at all? When I
think of what you thought of me, I take offense and I'm appalled that you
could discount all I love so easily. Living your life is not for me.
Advances
in Modern Technology
Every night I walk the
streets, awake while everyone else sleeps. I'm giving unease to anyone I
meet. My generosity can never run out, because I give a gift from what's
within myself.
No hope at all. Take nothing from nothing and you'll have nothing left. I
can't recall. I can't recall a moment in my life when life was at it's
best.
Everyone avoids my stare and no one cares to ever dare to look into the
eyes of what they most fear. And they're taught to fear, to fear no evil.
And they know no fear, they've learned to love themselves.
Forever unlucky, 'cause I'll own tomorrow. Forever unwanted, outcast
today. I'm not mislead, I've got no one to follow. Everywhere to go, no
place to stay.
Theory
of Evolution
Don't want to think about
it, but I see it every day. Corrupted innocence just doesn't seem to fade
away. Spoiled so young, you know it's bound to last, but when you're
living in the city, you've gotta grow up fast.
And it makes me sick. God, it makes me sick.
Don't want to think about it, but I see it every day. If you want to buy
affluence, your soul you'll have to pay. Wasting away the prime of your
life, but it's been done that way for years, so you know it must be all
right.
Don't wanna think about it, but I see it every day. With every sip and
every shot, mind and bodies fade away. Friends are all gone, and memories
don't last, but when you've fallen off the wagon, you seem to fall so damn
fast.
The
Secret Ninja
Just like cellophane, you
try to cling so tight to me, but your attempt's in vain. You've less
sincerity than the plastic. Paper in rain. The print appears so bright to
me. The words remain. I hold it to the light, I see right through.
So eager to say, "hello", but you don't know me. You just know
what you see. Pay the price to see the show but you don't own me. Before
you knew would you have felt the same?
Just when I'm inspired, you drain the drive right outta me, and even when
I'm tired, you push me to perform for you amusement. Just like raging
fire, you burn what's left inside of me and to fulfill your desire, I'd
give you light till I burned out.
Just when you start to smile, I look into your eyes and see your veiled
denial to express any real emotion. Just wait around a while, you'll lose
what you once had for me. I'll be out of style, I'll be discarded with the
warmth you once feigned.
Soap
Box Derby
I'm not angry, I'm just
amused at your quest for attention through your self abuse. The only
response that you get for your pleas is sorely less than sympathy. What
reason is there to be alive? When the world is against you how can you
survive? All your friends are apathetic at best, and your entire life is a
total mess. Give it a fuckin' rest.
You can't feel me, feel, I'm scarred so deep. No one needs me. Could you
please leave me alone?
I'm sorry to hear that your world's sinking fast and you've lost your
stable ground and I'm sorry to add to your disappointment, but I won't be
brought down.
I'm not angry, I'm just amused at all the dramatics you love to use, but
one thing I have noticed that is strange to me is that you're not happy
unless you're unhappy. You're not content until youre brought down, and
you're always so alone because you can't be found. Your soul is black and
you're filled with hate. How much more can you possibly take? Give me a
fuckin' break.
Aspirin
Free
There's no hope of helping
us, we've only just begun. We're youth eternal, nothing more to become. A
thousand lights are burning bright, give day a darkened light. Always
burning from both ends.
We're proud of reputations we all own. Together forever. Rejected but
never alone. Together forever.
I'd purify the world with one primal scream, but no one would listen. Keep
dark secrets to myself, because no one else will talk to me.
It's hard for me to comprehend, they couldn't understand all the thoughts
going through our heads. With a smile they tore us up, now look what we've
become. Finally we are numb.
No need to. No need to feel. I've got a nothingness and that's all that's
real. No need to cut the numbness inside. No need to. No need to hear.
What you've got to say means nothing at all. I've got no distance left to
fall.
Fishbowl
I'm here today, just like
every yesterday. Heavy heat, and sheets stick to my skin. Can't get away
from nothingness. I try to get up, but I have to give in to the force that
is keeping me down. I overcome gravity, I look outside. A cat cries out,
trapped upon a window sill, but is crying's drowned out by my screaming
inside.
What will it take? I wonder what it's like exposed outside, would I be
safe? When will it break? Try to look out, I see reflection I just want to
break.
Sirens moan. They're forever crying...someone's probably dying. The sound
sticks inside my head. Talk to myself, I'm company, but who is to say if
nothing is said? Two windows stare back at me. Three stories high and
nothing is new. I may sit, but someday I'll stand. I'll muster up the will
and fire myself through.
Charles
Atlas
You've seen it all a
thousand times, you've heard it all before. You've danced the steps, you
wrote the rhymes. So passé, too many times, but you're hollow at the
core. Two generations passed you by. You think there's nothing left. But
look around and you will see what our world has grown to be. We are the
now, not the past.
Can't you even try to see the strength with which we've built ourselves to
be. I know that you will never be able to destroy what it's meant to me.
You've never seen the likes of us. We are your novelty. A brand new trend
with mass appeal, don't like the truth, don't like what's real. You're
jumping into something you'll never understand. You think that it's a
passing phase. It's our entire life. You revel in rebellious ways,
rebellion that the media made. When you change your channel, we'll smash
your T.V.
Crop Tub
You say you want to be
friends, start over, try again? Well, things will never be the way they
were back then. Things were never how you wanted, I couldn't think of you
that way. Now, if you take one step closer I will take two steps away.
Maybe you need affection, I'd like to help you but I can't stand when
you're around: fuck you very much. Maybe you need to talk, but you
betrayed my trust. Friends was not good enough? Fuck You Very Much.
You can always claim you're straightedge, go ahead and dye your hair. You
won't get more attention from me, 'cause I will never fucking care. I try
to remain secret, shooting away and hiding out, but you always track me
down. Open your eyes and figure it out!
I'm not trying again. I'm sick of seeing you. Don't wanna be your friend.
I wish you'd go away.
Consult
My Lover
You've got something to say,
or so you say to me, then you receive a blank stare. You've got something
to say of importance and gosh, that's really good to hear.
I'm proud of you, so proud of you, I'm proud of you, I'm very proud of
you.
You've got something S.P. - some to show to me. Well, I have seen it
before. I can't compete, I can't impress you. I guess I'll show you the
door.
Take
The Test
When it comes the time that
you have recognized your line and you realize the path that you will
travel through your life, be sure that what you want is exactly what
you're trying to get, or you'll be speeding toward a cliff without
realizing that...
Before you know, the haze makes you slow ignore your future, forget your
past - before you know, cars start to crash.
There are so many choices, the opportunities abound. Just to be sure to
keep things straight and be sure to stand your ground. Let nothing shade
your vision, even fight to keep it clear. Let no one change what's right
for you, for when you start to veer.. cars start to crash.
Two
of a Kind
Hanging out and lingering
around, 'cause you know where I'll be found and I don't know how you do
it. This obsession I must admit has shaken me up a bit. My solidarity now
only comes pairs.
I'd like to see you before you see me. I'd like to see you. I'd like to
see you leave.
Showered be torrential praise, why it is I can't explain. Attempts to
leave yield no avail. For me I don't know what's in store. All I want is
nothing more. I don't deserve what I get, I've nothing to return.
Shatty
Fatmas
Don't care to hear what you
heard. I won't believe a single word. Don't care to hear what you say. I
won't believe it anyway. You relay fiction, facts you avoid. You're just
like a fucking tabloid, you can never seem to get your information
straight.
Tell me something I don't know. Your information's fucking faux. Don't you
have somewhere to go? Your mouth is quick, your mind is slow.
Don't want to know what you know. I just want you to fucking go. Don't
want to know what you believe. I just wish that you would leave. You try
to cajz everyday, I wish that you would get away. You can never seem to
get your information straight.
When you try to hang around, I'd really like to push you down. When you
try to understand, I don't really think that you can.
Yurf
Rendenmein
You keep on sayin' that you
want to know me but you never show me your true self. How can you ever
expect someone else to know you when all you're going to do is just
pretend that you're someone else? You keep on sayin' that you want to show
me that you're really different, but your just the same. If you're really
mindless then there is no way that I can win, maybe you're just one of
them, or maybe it's just a game.
You lie to yourself and remain alone.
I'm not exactly sure of your motivation. I'm not exactly sure what you're
tryin' to do. All I'm really sure is that you're not too impressive and
you're wearin' a mask that I can't see through. Maybe you're not looking
for acceptance, maybe you're striving for something more. If it's status
that you lust then why try to be one of us? You're someone we'll never
trust 'cause we know the score.
Cruise
Control
I will never want to date
you while I can learn to hate you. If you somehow learn to love me, well,
that's just my luck. I would never ever care if you only wanted my
friendship, but somehow you're disappointed that I'm not a slut.
I don't want to fuck you, so fuck you.
In my mind there is no doubt that you've been in and out of many different
backseats, many times before. I can always see your defeat when I won't
leave the front seat. And it seems your disappointed that I'm not a whore.
Modern
Epic (Vinyl Version Only)
Yeah I can see it coming.
I've seen it all before. I've seen it once or twice and now I hear the
call to board. This train is moving fast but how long is it gonna last? I
guess that we'll find out as well go in through the out door.
Don't ever let go.
Is this the start? Is this the end? New faces ask, "what's
happening?" I bite my tongue and hold my breath and tell them,
"the same old thing." I don't know what's going, on but I don't
wanna do it wrong. Don't wanna contradict myself with all the words I
sing.
Who
Said You Could Touch Me?
Who said you could touch me?
You don't know I am so, you can not get close to me and I don't know who
you are, so just leave me alone. I know you can't believe the anxiety
you're causing me and I know you can't believe your fake compassion I
don't need. Get away from me, You're standing too close. Keep your hands
off of me. Keep away from me, Just leave me alone, who said you could
touch me anyway? Don't try to rub my shoulders and don't try to hold my
hand. Don't try to give me a fucking hug. You crawl
Rolling
Balls
Bowling is my life and it
has always been my dream to be a member of the local bowling team, but I'm
not very good. The guys won't accept me, I guess I try the girls team and
lose a part of my anatomy then balls will roll. I think I want to be...
Balls will roll, I think it's time, it's time for me to be a girl. It's a
very big decision, it's going to change my life. I'll have to make all new
friends, I 'm gonna lose my wife. But that's okay with me. There's
something in my soul. It doesn't matter who's the better man, its the man
who gets to bowl. I 've made my decision , I'm gonna make the change.
There will be rolling balls, I'm gonna play my game. It's gonna be so
great. It's gonna be the best, besides, I've always told myself I look
good in a dress. I'm gonna cut'em off, I'm gonna cut 'em off, I'm gonna
cut 'em off. I'll never have to cough. Now I've made my change and I've
fulfilled my dream. I'm now a member of the women's bowling team. I hope I
throw a strike, 'cause I'll never score again. My first game is tomorrow,
I will go to play and then...
Love
is a Many Splendored Thing
You think you've got the
looks, you think you've got the fashion. You thought you'd have me wanting
more, but don't like my reaction. You think you're really something.
You're nothing to me now. You thought you'd keep me coming without ever
thinking how. I hate you You think you're really special. You think I
think you're best. You think you're really something? You're no better
than the rest. You've got everything you wanted. Don't let yourself be
fooled. You thought that you could play the game, but I just changed the
rules.
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