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Go On...Laugh And so I sit quiet and alone once more awaiting your call that will never come damn you. damn you to hell, you contemptuous bastard. here i lie naked and crying while you laugh at your own demise damn the day our eyes met my lips parted and i tasted your tongue sweet as wine. impure thoughts caressed my brain as you bit my neck and fondled me to the point of pure ecstacy, my jaw dropping eyes closing and in an attempt to gasp for air a faint moan of pleasure escapes my vamp red lipstick stained lips that very tongue which would cause me great pain with each word you spoke, delivering a sharp pain, like a twisted dagger taunted with tears blood red delivered straight to my heart with the utmost pinpoint accuracy... yet i question my intense love for you. Is it purely lust? a lust so engrained in my head that i am willing to put up with your filthy words and horrid proclimations? fuck you fuck you asshole don't talk to me as such. I am not as stupid as you think i am. you can talk a lot of shit yet you seem to know so little. the beauty of life my beauty i try to seduce you with my soft words and soft kisses on your harsh yet beautiful neck but NO. You push me away and chase after them. you deny it but i see it in your eyes. i walk on and you chase me not out of love or concern... but of guilt. take your guilt and shove it up your ass. my abuse will never cease you mock my fears but what you don't know is their base. you think that you're so fucking cool and slick my fears stem from things you'll never experience my innocence lost at my expense i can't help it if i was locked away like an animal for four very important developmental years of my life. you speak of death as if you know the pain and sorrow it leaves us is unthinkable my paranoia will haunt me forever, while you laugh, delivering the blows to my vulnerable heart with malicious intent go ahead. laugh at me. laugh at my shattered pieces while i waste away in order to please you. go on opress me depress me just never let me go... go on. laugh... |
| Damn the Gods What a waste you are of time and energy For i see not the reason for the gods delivering you to me i sit motionless watching you watching me our eyes ever gazing interlocked with one another and then you smile the tension breaks and you laugh you know how i adore your laugh it is the only thing you can create and feel with all your heart and soul I long for your smooth touch and tender kiss. like our first we shared in my room that night i yearn for you with a sweet moan and an everpresent moistness beneath me i listen to the sounds of your harsh breathing through your bold chest as i wonder... DAMN THE GODS FOR DELIVERING YOU TO ME... |
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| A Life without Love is no life at all... Love is a terminal, sexually transmitted DISEASE... Hey terrorists... |
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| I Could Die in Those Eyes I see you enter your tender gaze overlooks my body do you like what you see? you sit down gently graceful and bold are your every subtle moves i watch you maybe in awe at your finest your beauty overwhelming my senses filling me with a lust unlike any i have ever felt before you are not like me yet in some strange way you are your eyes those beautiful brown eyes i could die in those eyes and say i lived a life complete because i died in those eyes you quickly glance at me again and smile i melt my senses overload and i know i am now at peace your eyes. i could die in your eyes.... |
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