"That which cannot die, may only live in eternal suffering..."

"More than once, I've found myself knocking at death's door, and each time, it's rejected me.  As a child, the first encounter was with my mother, and her hand wished to give me death, but she failed.  Another time was with the Princess of Darkness...and once because of myself..."

"I'm not quite sure why I don't die, but I don't.  I'm not saying such things because I want to die, quite oppositely, I want to live.  But I know I am not immortal, but I currently live in eternal suffering.  This unknown pain his plagued me since I've awoken, but since I do not know what it is that haunts me, I look to find it."

"It seems to not be bothering my other body, through to truly find out, I would need to merge with it once again.  I do not wished to be trapped in an eternal prison of sleep, thus I avoid it.  However, I have been looking into ther things.  My past...I'm sure answers lie there."

"Part of my past means to associate with that bastard, the one who abandoned me.  I hold a great resentment for him, but, I seem to have found out something, something he hid.  My brother, my older, loving brother is the destroyer of planets.  He is the bringer of death.  He was once the most wanted man in the 'Light Realm' whatever that may be.  I've learned a bit from reading these files Crystal has access to.  My big brother seems to have lead an interesting life after dropping me.  I wondered what he was doing the hundred years before he became so famous in that 'Light Realm.'  So I went to find out..."

"It seems he was training with some foolish being.  And the being saw my brother couldn't control his powers completely if he were upset.  Apparently, he's always had a temper, thus like me, always came close to killing himself.  It's quite funny how we're alike.  The man drained lots of his powers away, almost making him defenseless, then locked those powers away somewhere never to be found.  And my brother trained for hundreds of years until he became almost at where he was, and then went off to test himself.  His testing seemed to involve killing everyone."

"Now this locked powers manifested into a being, I bet that old man didn't expect that.  It's so amazing how we're alike, he has another half that was suppose to be sleep for eternity, and I think I have one too.  But, his half was easier to awaken.  This half I awoken, hates me as much as I hate him. 'Who cares if we have the same blood, I only care about myself.  And it seems for me to survive, I have to kill myself.' he told me.  So, I think I shall help him, if not to find answers, then for the pure joy of watching him suffer."

"But I wonder, if the one sealed doesn't find happiness in killing the other, will I not find it?  Or, what if the one who was not seal wins, does that mean the other only existed to die?  Am I the one who should be sealed, or am I the original being?  All these questions keep plaguing my mind...and I must find out these answers.  Also, I need to know about what I am."

"What is this blood that flows in my veins?  It's so dark, almost black now then red.  Long ago, I bleed red, but now, I bleed the darkest of reds.  It looks as if I bleed death.  Why is my blood black?  What was done to me so long ago that my mind blocks it?  I barely remember the incident of my mother choking me with her wild red eyes.  I don't remember how I escaped, either.  But I was a bit old enough to walk when she did such a thing, so what happened to be before that?"

"I'm human, but I have such powers.  I'm human, but my eyes are more cat like at times than human.  I'm human, but I don't bleed human blood.  I barely feel human..."

"These questions...all these questions...and this pain...I must rid myself of it all.  And so I vow to do so.  Regardless of what it takes, I call rid myself of all the pain and questions, no matter what I have to do..."

"The way for the lost people, is the way to eternal suffering...I do no wish to be lost, I do no wish to suffer for eternity.  I shall make my own way, and find peace at the end of my journey..."