~dream sequence~
/music/
<thoughts>
^^ flashback ^^
(www.dreamwater.net/mikaaislin/)


He felt like he was... home....
The breeze shifted softly, bringing with it an achingly familiar tune that
brushed against his ears and danced shivers down his spine. He closed his eyes,
tilting his head toward that familiar pressure of the wind, willing himself to
fall into the security that the haunting melody offered, even insisted.
�/Did it darken?/�
The voice seemed to well from within him almost as much as without.
�/Did it darken?/�
The voice repeated, the same woman, the same near-echo. A smile found its way
to his lips unbidden. He turned even slower now, letting the wind push his
long, unbound chestnut hair around him in a lazy twirl.
He felt light.
For a few glorious moments, he simply stood still, staring up at the racing sky
as he watched the clouds form and part, all tinted an odd shade of blue that was
vaguely familiar.
But before he could think more, voices lifted in a soft lilt, surrounding him.
He could ALMOST understand what they were telling him, but it was currently as
impossible as understanding what he was searching for. Instead, he tilted his
head back, eyes closing as a content smile softened his features. He held his
arms out to either side, letting the wind gently nudge him from all sides.
The song lifted him, surrounded him, BECAME him. He listened to the cadence of
the women�s beautiful voices supported by the instruments filling the tune out.
He knew this song was as familiar to him as his own breath, his own thoughts,
and his blood beating in his veins.
He knew he could name it.
If only...
...If only.....
But the answer was just beyond his reach.
With a soft sigh, Duo turned, opening his eyes.
Suddenly the world shifted, the light becoming slightly darker. The song
continued unaffected, as if the singers didn�t realize that anything had
changed.
But Duo had.
Silent lightning struck across the sky, bringing with it a sudden brilliance of
light that blinded Duo from the Dream Field he�d been watching and turned his
sight inward. The wind surged around him protectively, yet also somehow
angrily. He felt like he was being pushed toward some ultimate goal that no
one, least of all HIM, wanted him to reach.
Stumbling, Duo pushed against the wind with his arms, as if his limbs could cut
through the air and force an early stillness. But instead of slowing down, the
wind only twirled harder, faster, chaotic and primal and full of an uninhibited
fury born of pure passion. His breath was coming in soft pants in the otherwise
silent world he resided in, the only other sound the song that continued, if
only a bit quieter. The singers raised their voices to the sky, and Duo could
ALMOST see the dance that would accompany it, long flowing robes brushing the
waiting dirt, pales hands raised to a weeping sky.
Lightning flashed again, throwing his world into neon planes of blue light that
slashed through the fields mercilessly, throwing harsh shadows across his
vision. The sky raced on, the clouds parting only long enough to let the silent
lightning crackle across.
No, not parting.
Recoiling.
As if the lightning was fire; living, breathing, all-consuming and
all-destroying fire from the very Gods themselves.
The wind tilted suddenly, the desperate whirling at an odd angle that began to
lift Duo�s lithe body from the sheltering earth, pulling him toward the sky in
short jerks and stops. He was completely still for a moment, afraid at this
turn, unsure of how to continue. But when the wind pressed harder and his toes
almost completely lost the comforting grip of the dirt, he shook his head and
threw his arms to either side with a guttural and incoherent cry.
Immediately the wind stopped, as sudden as flipping a switch. It left nothing
in its wake, almost as if it had never existed. In the stillness that was so
thick, so heavy and expectant it almost had a heart beat, Duo heard the song.
The all-encompassing, beautifully comforting song.
With a smile that came from deeper within than even he could trace, Duo kept
his eyes closed for a few precious, perfect moments while he watched the
lightning glance through his eyelids, turning his vision momentarily red.
As he stood calmly, he wondered why he was here again. The same dream occurred
over and over, completely identical but with something new each time. Like it
was trying to tell him something....
The lightning flashed sporadically for a moment then seemed to die down. With
a sigh, Duo realized he wasn�t going to get anything from this but a respite
from the mundane reality he had fled to the Dreamland from. He listened to the
song for one more moment then opened his eyes.... And froze as lightning
flashed once more.
Just seconds ago he had been alone in the field, surrendered to serenity. But
when he opened his eyes and glanced around, lightning had suddenly flashed. And
with the neon blue, surreal light came a completely unexpected surprise.
A figure stood in front of him, probably 15 feet away.
Its form was entirely concealed by a long, thick black cloak. The hood rested
low over the face, shading the eyes and nose from view completely. In fact, the
only thing that could be made out was the mouth.
Smiling.
Patiently but... but almost...
Malicious.
The lightning flashed again, and with a jolt like someone accidentally hitting
the volume control, the song was suddenly unbearably loud. It shook through his
bones and settled over his weary heart with a pleading, desperate pulse that was
so strong the long-haired Nightwalker stumbled back a step. Duo searched the
face of the figure, who only smiled more and lifted one slow hand that pointed
past Duo�s right shoulder.
For one moment, neither moved.
But slowly, gently, quietly, the urge to see took over Duo�s mind. As the
lightning flashed again, Duo slowly turned until his back was facing the figure.
And his heart nearly stopped.
A village lay before him, so quaint and normal that under other circumstances
he would have been wondering why he was watching it. But the telltale blooming
of black smoke that tainted the very air around it quickly erased that thought
from his mind.
In shock, Duo watched as the village burned and crackled and popped under deep
crimson flames. The fire itself burned lazily, almost tauntingly, with playful
twirls of sparking embers that beckoned any observers to come and join.
Duo shuddered as the song began to falter, fading in and out as if it was dying
with the village. He knew there should be voices. Dozens of voices, raised to
the sky in a desperate pleading for deliverance from this evil.
But all he heard was silence, the song that now including a low hum from men,
and now the crackling of the fire.
And now, where the comforting melody was faltering, he heard another song,
completely different, and considerably darker. Despite the clashing of the
melodies, it wound around his sacred tune intimately, smoothly, until he
couldn�t tell where one started the other died.
All he knew was both were familiar. And that, perhaps, was more disturbing
than anything else so far.
Suddenly Duo was aware of a presence behind him.
His eyes widening, Duo tensed, feeling a power from within form, ready to lash
out in full force. But before he could do anything, the figure spoke in a voice
that was undistinguishable between male and female, in words that he knew
weren�t any language from Earth that he was used to, with a tone that couldn�t
be placed.
�Your denial, my demand,� whispered the voice directly into his ear, almost
musical as the figure seemed to indicate the village, �I was already there...�
Duo tensed, feeling the unknown power spread through his veins thickly, like
cold honey shoved into tea. Unfortunately, he suddenly found he couldn�t move.
All he could see was the burning village, and all he could hear was a very
distant song that never quite reached close enough for him to recognize it. The
figure seemed to smile indulgently at him as it rapidly retreated. Tauntingly,
it lilted, �Ahhh... Almost there....�
The village suddenly burst completely into flame as the distant song
intensified.
�NO!� Duo yelled, throwing himself forward as the world snapped into slow
motion. He felt his skin stretch, his muscles shift and tense, his hair lift
from his back at the sudden movement. Then...
Then�!! ~
�DUO!!� yelled a very familiar voice, very UNfamiliarly panicked.
Duo bolted up, already jumping and twisting into a defensive position before he
realized where he was or what was happening. As the moments ticked by, seeming
exceedingly silent to Duo after hearing music in his dreams, he finally focused
on his whereabouts.
Heero was staring at Duo, wearing only boxers as if he had just woken up,
sitting on his bed (well, currently deemed THEIR bed) with the covers strewn and
crumpled. Duo blinked, looking around, realizing ever so slowly that he was
crouched on the floor. Frowning slightly, he rubbed his eyes and stretched. He
opened his mouth to ask Heero what was up when the Japanese teen�s expression
finally reached him.
Complete and utter panic.
Permeating confusion.
Duo blinked slowly, rubbing his eyes again and staring at Heero.
Yep, he still looked horrified.
�Ehm... Heero? What�s wrong?�
Heero stared at Duo for one long moment before he silently pushed himself
gracefully from the bed, hopping to the floor and padding softly across the
carpet. When he was within inches of his koi he stopped, staring intently into
the amethyst eyes as if searching for an incredibly important answer.
�Heero?� Duo tried again, as confused as Heero looked. �What�s wrong? Why are
you looking at me like that?� His last question came out slightly shaky and
afraid. Heero NEVER had that expression! _NEVER!_
Heero stared deeper into Duo�s eyes, his eyebrows knitting down slightly.
Still silent yet intent, as determined as he ever was on a mission, he brought
his palm directly in front of Duo�s mouth. Duo frowned slightly, opening his
mouth again, but before he could speak, Heero had lowered himself enough to
press his ear against the left side of Duo�s chest, directly over his heart.
After a silent moment filled with nothing but Duo�s rapidly increasing
heartbeat, he put a firm hand on Heero�s shoulder and gently pushed the Japanese
teenager away until they could look into each others� eyes. �Heero. Seriously.
What are you doing?�
Heero stared at Duo�s chest for one long moment, completely bewildered, before
he looked up into Duo�s eyes with a disturbingly haunted expression. �How did
you do it?� he asked softly.
Duo frowned. �Do what?�
Heero reached out, pressing a flat palm over Duo�s heart. �You... weren�t....�
His still soft voice trailed off jerkily, as if he was beginning to doubt
himself and yet knew better than to do so.
Duo sighed, placing both his hands over Heero�s, still pressed against his
chest. �Heero,� Duo said softly, rubbing his thumbs over his koi�s wrist, �I�m
not a mind reader. I have no idea what you�re trying to say, but you can tell
me.� Heero looked up with a vulnerable expression but before he could say
anything, Duo spoke. �I will believe you. Trust me.�
Heero nodded and straightened slightly, and suddenly all the vulnerability was
gone, though he still looked vaguely haunted. �When I woke up you seemed to
have a nightmare. I tried to wake you but you didn�t respond, so I watched
instead.� Heero spoke calmly, matter-of-factly. He hesitated slightly, then
continued. �Almost 20 minutes ago, you stopped breathing.�
Duo boggled. �What? I was probably holding my breath....� he replied
uneasily, wondering if Heero meant for all 20 minutes he wasn�t breathing, or if
just 20 minutes ago he briefly stopped.
Heero shook his head solemnly as he glanced at his hand against Duo�s chest,
encompassed by pale fingers. �I checked. Your heart stopped beating too.� He
paused then looked up with eyes full of fear that was barely held in check.
�Duo. You were out for 20 minutes, completely lifeless. I did everything, from
CPR to shaking you, to yelling your name.�
Duo glanced away, troubled. <20 minutes?> he thought with a shiver. �Maybe it�s some side effect of being Nightwalker,
I dunno.�
�Has it ever happened before?� Heero immediately asked, his voice practical.
Duo idly pressed his hands closer against Heero�s. �...No....�
Heero placed his other hand against Duo�s chin, gently but firmly pulling his
face up so they could look eye to eye. �Duo. You don�t understand. You were
just dead. You were sleeping, and you died.� Heero stopped suddenly, looking
away uncomfortably before he locked gazes with Duo again. His eyes were full of
soul-wrenching fear and a sudden wash of protectiveness. �And... there was
nothing I could do about it....�
TBC....
Songs I listened to while writing this/getting inspired?
Brenda Weiler � Weave My Way
Blackmore�s Night � Writing on the Wall (GODS I love that song! It may show up
later ^_^;)
Era � Sacral Nirvana (obviously *snicker*)