Nothing to live for...

Nothing to care about...

And no one to stop me...

Cause im too scared

Scared to reach out

Scared to feel

Scared of myself.

I still wonder what the next 5 minutes will bring

Death...or just deeper despair.

No light shines anymore

Its all so far away

lost in the depths of time

and in my mind.

No time to whine and cry

No one to listen to me for that matter

Only time left to die.

No one cares enough anymore...especially me.