I LOCK MYSELF IN THE BATHROOM
I SIT DOWN IN THE COLD FLOOR
I TOOK out MY BEST FRIEND
HE KNOWS ALL ABOUT MY PROBLEMS
He is the only one who has made me feel better
As I put the blade into my arm
It seems that my problems are gone
But as I take off the blade
Once again I feel guilty for doing it.
I had teachers over that years
But I never knew one of them turn out to be my friend
He has help me realize the point of life
He is my angel
He is my role model
He is my helmet that protects me from hurting myself
And�..
I thank god for putting him in my life
He has taught me the best thing in life
And that�s to love yourself the was you are
Don�t judge me for being like this
Get to know me better
Cause I am a devil
Cover with a great lovely angel..
Cutting cause bleeding
Bleeding causes mess
Mess causes cleaning
Cutting cleans my pain
Why does it always seems impossible to be happy again When I cut all my problems seem to disappear As I push the blade deep in my flesh skin Is cutting my only way to be happy again??
I hear your comments
I see your hate
What have I done to
Treat me like this
Your hurtful comments stayed in me but the satisfaction that I could do more harm to my self in enchanting
Please hold on to me
I am lonely and weak
I am a little boy
lost and confused
who needs love
and someone to trust
his scared to walk by himself
and no one to protect him
For he has his razor
to help him walk
through his journey
of darkness and pain
Please don't leave me
I need to feel secure
and being confident is my goal
Please love me
just until i learn to walk by myself
I am an angel
I am a angel looking for help
A angel who is about to die
But I found my angel friend
Who has become my guardian angel..
Once again I tried to escape my dakness but he is more stronger than me
I am weak and numb, i stab in the blade and once again i feel in control
In the end my pain fades in the darkness
dark as the night
cold as the winter
My life has dark in
and i am strap in
the doors have been lock in
but never again should i trust u
fuck everthing that u think i am
i stand all alone
never again never again never again
your word don't mean a thing
so i stand alone alone
alone in my darkness
My darkness World
Its burning with cruel words
Please help me stop this
Say those 3 magic words i desire to hear
Make me feel loved
I am lost and i don't know whow to stop this
Don't you see as you hurt me my life is falling apart
Love me and i swear never to hurt myself
again.......
Hear my words
Ease my pain
Love is what i nedd
Please be my friend
Make me
Earase my past from my mind!!!
I have fallen in love
Love that hurts
Love that burns
deep in my heart
the girl that flees
is the girls that makes my heart beat
Love that has reach its limits
We can't be together
and so i thank you
for giving me my first
Tragic love Experience
and so i keep going looking for that girl
that will once again make my heart beat
All alone
i stand alone in the darkness
Loneliness has capture my body
his cold cruel hands
hurt my puny heart
Everytime he touches me
I am more closer to my own
death.............
Get to know me better
Cause I am a devil
Cover with a great lovely angel..
What do people think
Dreaming around
Cover in lovely clouds and
Never help me till I
Cut my self!!
why do i feel so lonely even though people say they care i really don't feel like they do!! What the fuck, please i need some one who cares about me, i feel so insolatedso stupid to keep livin in this world i am suurouded by people who r stuck in their nice little world of happiness and joy!!!They don't see that i am so lonely in my problems what the fuck, why they keep bothering me and yelling at me for what hell i do in my life!so what i smoke i fuckin get high, cut why do u get piss for the things i do!! If u don't even give fuck if i am alive r not!!! I mean what the fuck u keep
bragging thaT i am so mess up for the thing i do!!!
what i meaN is that i need love and attention not your fucking screams and shit that u give me! cause i aint takin no more crap from no one!!
Hug.
A hug is what i need
i don't need anything
i don;t need money
i don't need clothes
i just need a simple hug
don't you see i am falling apart
Self mutilation has come
I feel confused and it hurts
the night is so cold
i am in a need of a hug
I wanna ruanway
i wanna go to a place where i can find what i need
cutting had made me feel happy but
its time to say good bye to that
everything had an end
i wanna run and never stop
run run run all my life
and never come back..I wanna ruanway
i wanna go to a place where i can find what i need
cutting had made me feel happy but
its time to say good bye to that
everything had an end
i wanna run and never stop
run run run all my life
and never come back..
inside there is still that little boy trying to get what he didn't get
I try so hard to find myself again. I cut in deep to see what i am feeling. but all i see is blood dripping from my arms. this burn that aches my puny weak heart.
