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| Devotion I never wanted to leave you. I always wanted to be with you. I could only think of the time I would next get to look into your eyes. Thats all I could think about. You were always on my mind. I would do anything for you. Any thing you wanted, all you had to do was ask. If it was in my power I would give it to you right when you asked. You had everything. My body, my heart, my love, my soul. It was there whenever you wanted it. Your way of life was nothing to me. I would have lived with everythng that our world could throw at us. Your traditions, your laws that you had to live by, I would have gladly lived with them if it ment that I would be able to be with you. All this was true. I don�t lie about any of it. When all of this was true, you still left me for another. When I think about it, the love I have for you is still there, but I have to ask myself if I could ever trust you like I did then. I wonder the same thing about the one you left me for. You left me for my best friend. The one you said was only your sister. What am I supposed to do now? Where am I supposed to go? How am I supposed to live? I am so scared now that I am no longer with you. I don�t know who I can trust any more. I was so devoted to you. You were everything to me. You were all I wanted. But now I see that you werent in love with me. You were in love with what I could do in bed. Thats all. When I was in love with you as a person. I really thought that you were different than the others. What am I supposed to do now? The devotion I felt so strong is now begining to fade into nothing. What now? By: Night Angel Dedicated to the one I still love, Night Wolf. If you ever come to this site, please know that this is true. |
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