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lord why am i here

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Unconditional Love

1 CORINTIANS 13:4-8

 

 Love is patient, love is kind.  it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proudit is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.   love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.  it always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

 

....loveneverfails

 

Do everything with love!

 

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NO GREATER LOVE HATH NO MAN THAN THIS,

THAT A MAN GIVES HIS LIFE FOR A FRIEND.

 

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Broken Dreams

 

AS CHILDREN BRING THERE BROKEN TOYS WITH TEARS FOR US TO MEND

I BROUGHT MY BROKEN DREAMS TO HIM BECAUSE HE WAS MY FRIEND

BUT THEN INSTEAD OF LEAVING HIM IN PEACE TO WORK ALONE

I HUNG AROUND AND TRIED TO HELP WITH WAYS THAT WERE MY OWN

AT LAST I SNATCHED THEM BACK AND CRIED, "HOW CAN YOU BE SO SLOW?"

"MY CHILD", HE SAID, "WHAT COULD I DO, YOU NEVER DID LET GO."

 

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letting go

 

TO LET GO DOESN'T MEAN TO STOP CARING,

IT MEANS I CANT DO IT FOR SOMEONE ELSE.

TO LET GO IS NOT TO CUT MYSELF OFF,

IT IS THE REALIZATION THAT I CANT CONTROL ANOTHER.

TO LET GO IS NOT TO ENABLE,

BUT TO ALLOW LEARNING FROM NATURAL CONSEQUENCES.

TO LET GO IS TO ADMIT POWERLESSNESS,

WHICH MEANS THE OUTCOME IS NOT IN MY HANDS.

TO LET GO IS NOT TO TRY TO CHANGE OR BLAME ANOTHER,

I CAN ONLY CHANGE MYSELF.

TO LET GO IS NOT TO CARE FOR, BUT TO CARE ABOUT.

TO LET GO IS NOT TO FIX, BUT TO BE SUPPORTIVE.

TO LET GO IS NOT TO JUDGE,

BUT TO ALLOW ANOTHER TO BE A HUMAN BEING.

TO LET GO IS NOT TO BE IN THE MIDDLE ARRANGING OUTCOMES,

BUT TO ALLOW OTHERS TO EFFECT THEIR OWN OUTCOMES.

TO LET GO IS NOT TO BE PROTECTIVE;

IT IS TO PERMIT ANOTHER TO FACE REALITY.

TO LET GO IS NOT TO DENY, BUT TO ACCEPT.

TO LET GO IS NOT TO NAG, SCOLD, OR ARGUE,

BUT TO SEARCH OUT MY OWN SHORTCOMINGS AND TO CORRECT THEM.

TO LET GO IS NOT TO ADJUST EVERYTHING TO MY DESIRES,

BUT TO TAKE EACH DAY AS IT COMES AND TO CHERISH THE MOMENT.

TO LET GO IS NOT TO CRITICIZE AND REGULATE ANYONE,

BUT TO TRY TO BECOME WHAT I DREAM I CAN BE.

TO LET GO IS NOT TO REGRET THE PAST,

BUT TO GROW AND LIVE FOR THE FUTURE.

 

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WHY?

 

SO MANY NIGHTS

I'VE RUN CRAZY AND WILD

I'D GIVE MY LIFE

TO FEEL A REAL SMILE

 

I'VE TRIED THE STRAIGHT LIFE

ONLY TO RETURN

TO THE OLD STREET BEHAVIOR

THAT MY LIFE HAS LEARNED

 

I KNOW THAT'S WRONG

TO CONTINUE THIS WAY

TO BEAT THIS DEAD HORSE

EVERY NIGHT AND EVERY DAY

 

STILL I REMAIN AN OUTCAST

FROM WHAT I COULD BE

GOD PLEASE LEAD ME

PLEASE TEACH ME TO SEE

 

HELP ME UNDERSTAND

THAT THIS ISN'T THE WAY

CHANGE THE WAY THAT I FEEL

AND THE WORDS THAT I SAY

 

I'M DENYING MY POTENTIAL

I SAY "I'LL CHANGE BEFORE I DIE"

I'VE BEEN RUNNING FROM MY FUTURE

THAT LEAVES ME NOW ASKING WHY?

 

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LORD HELP ME

 

LORD, HELP ME TO SEE

WHAT MY HEART TRULY FEELS.

FOR IT IS SOMETIMES SO HARD FOR ME

TO DO THIS JESUS DEAL!

 

THIS BATTLE RAGES INSIDE OF ME

AND KEEPS MY HEART SOMETIMES UNTRUE,

I DON'T ALWAYS DO RIGHT, LORD,

IN ALL I SAY AND DO.

 

I WATCH THE BIRDS EACH MORNING

AND SEE HOW COMPASSIONATE YOU ARE TO ME.

THEY SING ME BEAUTIFUL SONGS OF LOVE

AND SHOW ME THAT I AM NOT WHERE I WANT TO BE.

 

THEY DON'T HAVE A CARE IN THE WORLD,

THEY TRUST IN YOU FOR ALL THEIR NEEDS.

OH, HELP ME SWEET JESUS TO GET RID OF

ALL THESE THORNS AND WEEDS.

 

I THINK MY HEART IS ALL FOR YOU,

AND THEN I FIND MYSELF SUCH A SINNER.

I DON'T WANT TO LOSE THIS FIGHT, OH LORD!

HELP ME OVERCOME, TO BE A WINNER!

 

WHEN MY THOUGHTS BEGAN TO WANDER,

I HAVE TO FORCE THEM OUT OF MY MIND.

I WANT YOUR THOUGHTS TO ENTER LORD,

BUT SOMETIMES THEY ARE SO HARD TO FIND.

 

A CONSTANT WAR I FEEL INSIDE

THAT SEEMS TO NEVER END.

I WANT TO DO THINGS AND THINK THINGS

AND THE TRUTH I SEEM TO BEND.

 

TO FIT WHAT I WANT THAT MOMENT,

TO ALLOW MY FLESH TO ENJOY IN CERTAIN PLEASURES

AM I OR AM I NOT CHRISTIAN?

OH LORD, HOW DO YOU MEASURE?

 

I'M IN A PLACE IN MY WALK WITH YOU

THAT I SOMETIMES DON'T UNDERSTAND.

PLEASE SHOW ME THE WAY TO GO, LORD,

AND DON'T LET GO OF MY HAND.

 

LORD, TAKE FROM THOSE EVIL THOUGHTS

AND REPLACE THEM ALL WITH YOURS,

FOR ONLY THEN CAN I FIGHT THIS BATTLE

AND BE A CHRISTIAN FOR SURE.

 

LORD, THANK YOU FOR HEARING MY HEARTS PRAYER TODAY.

FILL ME WITH YOUR HOLY SPIRIT,

YOUR THOUGHTS AND ALL YOUR WAYS.

IN JESUS NAME I PRAY, I LOVE YOU JESUS.

 

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TO STAND APART

 

FORGIVE ME OH LORD THIS DAY I PRAY

FOR THE SINS IN MY LIFE I COMMIT EACH DAY

I'M STILL IN THE FLESH LORD; I'M STILL A MAN

AND I DON'T ALWAYS ACT ACCORDING TO YOUR PLAN.

 

SOMEHOW I SEEM TO THINK I'VE GOT CONTROL

AND I FIND OUT RATHER QUICK THAT'S NOT SO.

JUST WHEN I THINK I'VE GOT IT HANDLED,

WHATEVER I'M DOING SEEMS TO GET MANGLED.

 

SO LORD TEACH ME TO RELY UPON YOU

AND DEPEND UPON YOUR GRACE TO CARRY ME THROUGH

HAVE ME DO THINGS ACCORDING TO YOUR PLAN

MAKE ME TO STAND APART FROM THE WORLD A DIFFERENT MAN

 

USE ME OH LORD TO BRING GLORY TO YOUR NAME

AND REMOVE FROM ME THESE FEELINGS OF SHAME.

GIVE ME THE KNOWLEDGE LORD TO UNDERSTAND YOUR WORD,

AND THE COURAGE OH LORD TO DO AS I'VE HEARD.

 

MOLD ME OH LORD TO BE A CHILD IN WHICH YOU HAVE PRIDE

AND TO ALL YOUR COMMANDMENTS HAVE ME ABIDE,

SO AS DOWN LIFE'S HIGHWAY I AGAIN STROLL

TO PROVIDE FOR ME OH LORD AN EVERLASTING GOAL.

 

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the miracle

 

A True Story 

 

    Tess was a precious eight year old when she heard her Mom and Dad talking about her little brother, Andrew. All she knew was that he was very sick and they were completely out of money. They were moving to an apartment complex next month because Daddy didn't have the money for the doctor's bills and our house.  Only a very costly surgery could save him now and it was looking like there was noone to loan them the money.  She heard Daddy say to her tearful Mother with whispered desperation, "Only a miracle can save him now."  

 

    Tess went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured all the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even.  The total had to be exactly perfect.  No chance here for mistakes.  Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door.

 

  She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention but he was too busy at this moment.  Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise.  Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?", the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice, "I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages.", he said without waiting for a reply to his question. "Well, I want to talk to you about my brother.", Tess answered back in the same annoyed tone. "He's really, really sick and I want to buy a miracle." "I beg your pardon?" said the pharmacist.  "His name is Andrew and he has something bad growing inside his head and my Daddy says only a miracle can save him now. So how much does a miracle cost?" "We don't sell miracles here, little girl.  I'm sorry but I can't help you, the pharmacist said, softening a little.  "Listen, I have the money to pay for it. If it isn't enough, I will get the rest. Just tell me how much it costs.

 

    The pharmacist's brother was a well dressed man. He stooped down and asked the little girl, "What kind of a miracle does your brother need?" "I don't know," Tess replied with her eyes welling up. "I just know he's really sick and Mommy says he needs an operation. But my Daddy can't pay for it, so I w".  "How much do you have?" asked the man from Chicago. "One dollar and eleven cents", Tess answered barely audibly, "and it's all the money I have, but I can get some more if I need to." "Well, what a coincidence," smiled the man. "a dollar and eleven cents-the exact price of a miracle for little brothers." He took her money in one hand and with the other hand he grasped her mitten and said, "Take me to where you live. I want to see your brother and meet your parents.  Let's see if I have the kind of miracle you need." That well dressed man was Dr. Carlton Armstrong, a surgeon, specializing in neuro-surgery.  The operation was completed without charge and it wasn't long until Andrew was home again and doing well. Mom and Dad were happily talking about the chain of events that had led them to this place. "That surgery", her Mom whispered, "was a real miracle.  I wonder how much it would have cost?" Tess smiled.  She knew exactly how much a miracle cost ... one dollar and eleven cents plus the faith of a little child.  

 

A Miracle is

not the suspension of Natural Law,

but the operation of a Higher Law!

 

 

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I ASKED GOD . . .

(1) I ASK GOD TO SEND ME HIS FRIENDS...HE SENT ME YOU.
(2) I ASKED GOD TO TAKE AWAY MY SORROW.  GOD SAID, NO.  IT'S NOT FOR ME TO TAKE AWAY, BUT FOR YOU TO GIVE UP.
(3) I ASKED GOD TO MAKE MY WHOLE BODY BEAUTIFUL.  GOD SAID, NO.  YOUR SPIRIT IS WHOLE, YOUR BODY IS ONLY TEMPORARY.
(4) I ASKED GOD TO GRANT ME PATIENCE.  GOD SAID, NO.   PATIENCE IS A BYPRODUCT OF TRIBULATIONS; IT ISN'T GRANTED, IT IS EARNED.
(5) I ASKED GOD TO GIVE ME HAPPINESS.  GOD SAID, NO.  I GIVE YOU BLESSINGS, HAPPINESS IS UP TO YOU.
(6) I ASKED GOD TO SPARE ME PAIN.  GOD SAID, NO.  SUFFERING DRAWS YOU APART FROM WORLDLY CARES AND BRINGS YOU CLOSER TO ME.
(7) I ASKED GOD TO MAKE MY SPIRIT GROW.  GOD SAID, NO.  YOU MUST GROW ON YOUR OWN, BUT I WILL PRUNE YOU TO MAKE YOU FRUITFUL. 
(8) I ASKED GOD FOR ALL THINGS THAT I MIGHT ENJOY LIFE.  GOD SAID, NO.  I WILL GIVE YOU LIFE SO THAT YOU MAY ENJOY ALL THINGS.
(9) I ASKED GOD TO HELP ME LOVE OTHERS AS MUCH AS HE LOVES ME.  GOD SAID ....AHHH, FINALLY YOU HAVE THE IDEA.

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hinderances to hearing god

how god gets our attention

(1) WE DON'T KNOW GOD (1) A RESTLESS SPIRIT
(2) BUSINESS/BUSYNESS (2) A WORD FROM OTHERS
(3) HARBORING SIN (3) FINANCIAL COLLAPSE
(4) UNTRAINED TO LISTEN (4) UNANSWERED PRAYER
(5) UNBELIEF (5) UNUSUAL CIRCUMSTANCES
(6) A POOR SELF IMAGE (6) DISAPPOINTMENT
(7) REJECT GODS MESSENGERS (7) BLESSING
(8) GOD-DIRECTED ANGER (8) FAILURES
(9) A FALSE SENSE OF GUILT (9) SICK & AFFLICTION
(10) A REBELLIOUS SPIRIT (10) TRAGEDY

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 WHO IS JESUS?

     WHEREFORE GOD ALSO HATH HIGHLY EXALTED HIM A NAME WHICH IS ABOVE EVERY NAME.

  PHILIPPIANS 2:9 

Jesus Christ Is .......

genesis seed of the woman 
exodus passover lamb
leviticus high priest
numbers pillar of cloud by day & pillar of fire by night
deuteronomy prophet like unto moses
joshua captain of salvation
judges judge and lawgiver
ruth kinsman-redeemer
1& 2 samuel trusted prophet
kings & chro. reigning king
ezra faithful scribe
nehemiah rebuilder of broken down walls of human life
esther mordecai
job ever-living redeemer
psalms shepherd
prov. & eccl. wisdom
song of songs lover & bridegroom
isaiah prince of peace
jeremiah righteous branch
lamentations weeping prophet
ezekiel wonderful four-faced man
daniel fourth man in lifes fiery furnaces
hosea faithful husband-forever married to the backslider
joel former and latter rain
amos burden-bearer
obadiah mighty to save
jonah foreign missionary
micah messenger of beautiful feet
nahum avenger of gods elect
habakkuk gods evangelist
zephaniah fountain opened in the house of david for sin 
haggai restorer of the lost heritage of israel
zechariah fountain opened in the house of isreal for sin & uncleanness
malachi son of righteousness-healing in his wings
matthew messiah
mark wonder-worker
luke son of man
john son of god
acts holy ghost
romans justifier
1 & 2 corin. sanctifier
galatians redeemer from curse of the law
ephesians christ of unsearchable riches
philippians god who supplies all our needs
colossians fullness of godhead bodily
1 & 2 thess soon coming king
1 & 2 timothy mediator between god and man
titus faithful pastor
philemon friend who sticketh closer than a brother
hebrews blood of everlasting covenant
james great physician
1 & 2 peter chief shepherd
1, 2, & 3 john love
jude lord coming with ten thousand of saints
revelations king of kings & lord of lords

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hardships

2 CORINTHIANS

6:3-10

        We put no stumbling block in anyone's path, so that our ministry will not be discredited.  Rather, as servants of God we commend ourselves in every way:

 

         in great endurance; in troubles, hardships and distresses; in beatings, imprisonments and riots; in hard work, sleepless nights and hunger; in purity, understanding, patience and kindness; in the Holy Spirit and in sincere love; in truthful speech and in the power of God; with weapons of righteousness in the right hand and in the left; through glory and dishonor, bad report and good report;

genuine, yet regarded as unknown; dying, and yet we live on; beaten, and yet not killed; sorrowfully, yet always rejoicing;  poor, yet making many rich; having nothing, and yet possessing everything.

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MEDITATION

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      MEDITATION IS THE ACTIVITY OF CALLING TO MIND, AND THINKING OVER, AND DWELLING ON, AND APPLYING TO ONESELF, THE VARIOUS THINGS THAT ONE KNOWS ABOUT THE WORKS AND WAYS AND PURPOSES AND PROMISES OF GOD. IT IS AN ACTIVITY OF HOLY THOUGHT, CONSCIOUSLY PERFORMED IN THE PRESENCE OF GOD, UNDER THE EYE OF GOD, BY THE HELP OF GOD AS A MEANS OF COMMUNION WITH GOD.

        ITS PURPOSE IS TO CLEAR ONE'S MENTAL AND SPIRITUAL VISION OF GOD, AND TO LET HIS TRUTH MAKE ITS FULL AND PROPER IMPACT ON ONE'S MIND AND HEART. IT IS A MATTER OF TALKING TO ONESELF ABOUT GOD AND ONESELF; IT IS, INDEED, OFTEN A MATTER OF ARGUING WITH ONESELF, REASONING ONESELF OUT OF MOODS OF DOUBT AND UNBELIEF INTO A CLEAR APPREHENSION OF GOD'S POWER AND GRACE.

       ITS EFFECT IS TO EVER HUMBLE US AS WE CONTEMPLATE GOD'S GREATNESS AND GLORY, AND OUR OWN LITTLENESS AND SINFULNESS AND TO ENCOURAGE AND REASSURE US.  

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Attitude

         THE LONGER I LIVE, THE MORE I REALIZE THE IMPACT OF ATTITUDE ON LIFE.  ATTITUDE, TO ME, IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN FACTS.  IT IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE PAST, THAN EDUCATION, THAN MONEY, THAN CIRCUMSTANCES, THAN FAILURES, THAN SUCCESSES, THAN WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OR SAY OR DO. IT IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN APPEARANCE, GIFTEDNESS OR SKILL.  IT WILL MAKE OR BREAK A COMPANY ....A CHURCH ....A HOME. 

          THE REMARKABLE THING IS WE HAVE A CHOICE EVERY DAY REGARDING THE ATTITUDE WE WILL EMBRACE FOR THAT DAY.  WE CANNOT CHANGE OUR PAST...WE CANNOT CHANGE THE FACT THAT PEOPLE WILL ACT IN A CERTAIN WAY.  WE CANNOT CHANGE THE INEVITABLE.  THE ONLY THING WE CAN DO IS PLAY ON THE ONE STRING WE HAVE, AND THAT IS OUR ATTITUDE....I AM  CONVINCED THAT LIFE IS 10% WHAT HAPPENS TO ME AND 90% HOW I REACT TO IT.  AND SO IT IS WITH YOU....WE ARE IN CHARGE OF OUR ATTITUDES.

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    FOR THE MESSAGE OF THE CROSS IS

FOOLISHNESS TO THOSE WHO ARE PERISHING,   BUT TO US WHO ARE BEING SAVED IT IS THE POWER OF GOD

                      1 corinthians 1:18

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satisfaction from above  

     EVERYONE LONGS TO GIVE THEMSELVES COMPLETELY TO SOMEONE.  TO HAVE A DEEP SOUL RELATIONSHIP WITH ANOTHER.  TO BE LOVED THOROUGHLY AND EXCLUSIVELY.  BUT GOD, TO A CHRISTIAN SAYS, 'NO, NOT UNTIL YOU ARE SATISFIED, FULFILLED AND CONTENT WITH BEING LOVED BY ME ALONE.  WITH GIVING YOURSELF TOTALLY AND UNRESERVEDLY TO ME.  WITH HAVING AN INTENSELY PERSONAL AND UNIQUE RELATIONSHIP WITH ME ALONE, DISCOVERING THAT ONLY IN ME IS YOUR SATISFACTION TO BE FOUND WILL YOU BE CAPABLE OF THE PERFECT HUMAN RELATIONSHIP THAT I HAVE PLANNED FOR YOU.

    YOU WILL NEVER BE UNITED WITH ANOTHER UNTIL YOU ARE UNITED WITH ME.  EXCLUSIVE OF ANYONE OR ANYTHING ELSE.  EXCLUSIVE OF ANY OTHER DESIRES OR LONGINGS.  I WANT YOU TO STOP PLANNING, STOP WISHING AND ALLOW ME TO GIVE YOU THE MOST THRILLING PLAN EXISTING. ONE THAT YOU CANNOT IMAGINE.  I WANT YOU TO HAVE THE BEST.  PLEASE ALLOW ME TO BRING IT TO YOU.  YOU JUST KEEP WATCHING ME, EXPECTING THE GREATEST THINGS.  KEEP EXPERIENCING THE SATISFACTION THAT I AM.  KEEP LISTENING AND LEARNING THE THINGS I TELL YOU.  YOU JUST WAIT.  THAT'S ALL.  DON'T BE ANXIOUS.  DON'T WORRY.  DON'T LOOK AROUND AT THE THING OTHERS HAVE GOTTEN OR THAT I'VE  GIVEN THEM.  DON'T LOOK AT THINGS YOU THINK YOU WANT.  YOU JUST KEEP LOOKING OFF AND AWAY UP TO ME, OR YOU'LL MISS WHAT I WANT TO SHOW YOU.  AND THEN, WHEN YOU'RE READY, I'LL SURPRISE YOU WITH A LOVE FAR MORE WONDERFUL THAN ANY YOU WOULD HAVE DREAM OF.  YOU SEE, UNTIL YOU ARE READY AND UNTIL THE ONE I HAVE FOR YOU IS READY, ( I AM WORKING EVEN AT THIS MOMENT TO HAVE BOTH OF YOU READY AT THE SAME TIME ) UNTIL YOU ARE BOTH SATISFIED EXCLUSIVELY WITH ME AND THE LIFE I PREPARED FOR YOU, YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO EXPERIENCE THE LOVE THAT EXEMPLIFIES YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH ME, AND THUS IS THE PERFECT LOVE.   

  DEAR ONE, I WANT YOU TO HAVE THIS MOST WONDERFUL LOVE.  I WANT YOU TO SEE IN THE FLESH A PICTURE OF YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH ME, AND TO ENJOY MATERIALLY AND CONCRETELY THE EVERLASTING UNION OF BEAUTY, PERFECTION, AND LOVE THAT I OFFER YOU WITH MYSELF.

I am God,

 

Know  that   Do Love you!

 

 

 

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RESURRECTED IN POWER

".....unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains one grain: it never becomes more, but lives by itself alone, But if it dies, it produces many others, and yields a rich harvest.

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TIME TO LIVE

    1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctor worry about them. That is why you pay him or her.

    2.
Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.

    3.
Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." The devil's name is Depression.

    4.
Enjoy the simple things. When the children are young, that is all that you can afford. When they are in college, that is all that you can afford. When you are on retirement, that is all that you can afford.

    5.
Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. Laugh so much that you can be tracked in the store by your distinctive  laughter.

    6.
The tears happen ...
endure, grieve and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves and God.  Be alive while you are alive, don't put out a mailbox on the highway of death and just wait in residence for your mail.

    7.
Surround yourself with what you love, whether it is family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.

    8.
Cherish your health. If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

    9.
Don't take guilt trips. Go to the mall, the next county, a foreign country, but not to guilt country.

    10.
Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.

 

And always remember:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

May today, there be peace within you. May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. "I believe that friends are quiet messengers who lift us to our feet when our own wings have trouble remembering how to fly."
 

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JUST KNEEL DOWN AND PRAY

 

LIFE WITHOUT PURPOSE IS BARREN INDEED,

THERE CAN'T BE A HARVEST UNLESS YOU PLANT SEED.

THERE CAN'T BE ATTAINMENT UNLESS THERE'S A GOAL,

AND MAN'S BUT A ROBOT UNLESS THERE'S A SOUL.

IF WE SEND NO SHIPS OUT, NO SHIPS WILL COME IN.

AND UNLESS THERE'S A CONTEST, NOBODY CAN WIN,

FOR GAMES CAN'T BE WON UNLESS THEY ARE PRAYED,

SO WHATEVER IS WRONG WITH YOUR LIFE TODAY

YOU'LL FIND A SOLUTION IF YOU KNEEL DOWN AND PRAY.

NOT JUST FOR PLEASURES, ENJOYMENT AND HEALTH,

BUT PRAY FOR A PURPOSE TO MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING.

FOR GREAT IS YOUR GLADNESS AND RICH YOUR REWARD

WHEN YOU MAKE YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE

THE CHOICE OF THE LORD!

 

 

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MY LIFE PRESERVER

 

I'M DROWNING IN A DARK MIRY OCEAN OF

SADNESS AND DEPRESSION, THE WAVES OF

LIFE (SHAME, GUILT, AND REGRET)

CRASH OVER MY HEAD.

 

THE SEAWEED OF SIN AND THE AFFAIRS OF THE

WORLD STRANGLE AND ENTANGLE ME.

I'M SINKING EVER DEEPER

SINKING, SINKING.

 

THE THINGS JUST BELOW THE SURFACE ENTRAP ME

AND DO THEIR BEST TO CLAW AT ME

TO PULL ME DOWN AND I GASP FOR AIR.

ALL I BREATHE IS DESPAIR AND HOPELESSNESS.

 

THE CLOUDS OF ANGUISH GATHER OVERHEAD.

THEY POUR DOWN RAINDROPS OF SORROW.

THE WIND WHIPS

AND SLAPS MY FACE TO MOCK ME.

 

I LOOK TO THE SKY FOR THE PROMISE

OF A BETTER DAY AND ALL I SEE IS AN OMINOUS FUTURE,

BUT BEHOLD, I SEE A SHIP

IN THE HEAVENS AND IT'S CAPTAIN IS GOD.

 

WITH ALL MY STRENGTH LEFT IN MY WRETCHED BODY

I CRY OUT, "LORD PLEASE HELP!"

THE CAPTAIN THROWS ME A LIFE PRESERVER;

YES, IT'S JESUS CHRIST, MY SAVIOR.

 

I CLING TO HIM FOR DEAR LIFE

KNOWING I DARE NOT LET GO.

THE ROPE THAT CONNECTS THE LIFE PRESERVER

TO THE SHIP IS MY FAITH.

 

MAY IT BE STRONG ALWAYS IN TIME OF PERIL!

 

 

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LORD WHY AM I HERE

 

FORCED IN WITH NO ESCAPE

JUST BECAUSE OF ONE MISTAKE

SIMPLY WAITING UPON A DATE

TO RETURN AFTER MAN HAS DECIDED OUR FATE.

WE SAY, "LORD, WHY AM I HERE?"

 

AFTER THE GANG WE SERVED OVER CHRIST

AND ALL THE CRIMES AND ALL THE HEISTS

AFTER THE PEOPLE WE JUMPED, LIKE OPPOSITION

AND THE PROPERTY DAMAGE, OUR ENDLESS MISSION.

WE SAY, "LORD, WHY AM I HERE?"

 

AFTER THE DRUGS WE SOLD, TO WHOM NO CARE

AND THE FIGHTS STARTED SIMPLY FROM STARE

AFTER GETTING HIGH EVERY DAY

AND THE DEVIL WE INVITED INTO OUR HEARTS TO STAY.

WE SAY, "LORD, WHY AM I HERE?"

 

AFTER DENYING FACE TO OUR SON

THE BURDEN WE CAUSED OUR MOM, IT WEIGHED A TON

AFTER OUR FAMILY AND HOME THAT WE DESTROYED

AND AFTER ALL THE WOMEN WE HAVE TOYED.

WE SAY, "LORD, WHY AM I HERE?"

 

AFTER SCHOOL EXPULSION, ALL OUR FAULT

AND THE YOUNGSTERS TO BE LIKE US WE TAUGHT.

AFTER THE NAME WE GAVE OUR NEIGHBORHOOD

AND DOING EVERYTHING EXCEPT WHAT WE SHOULD.

WE SAY, "LORD, WHY AM I HERE?"

 

AFTER THE HOPES OF OTHERS, WE HAPPILY CRUSHED

AND THEIR LIVES TO US DIDN'T MEAN MUCH.

AFTER ALL THE PEOPLE WE PUT TO SHAME

AND PLAYING WITH LIFE AS IF A GAME.

WE SAY, "LORD, WHY AM I HERE?"

 

AFTER THE SECOND OR THIRD TIME BEING HERE

AND THE THOUGHT OF RETURN BRINGS NO FEAR.

AFTER EVERYTHING WE HAVE DONE WRONG

EVEN THOUGH DEEP DOWN, WE KNOW WE BELONG.

WE SAY, "LORD, WHY AM I HERE?"

 

 

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 never decide suicide 

 in memory of mike hinshaw

 

another gone, another dies.

has me asking who will show them the truth to uncover the lies?

another victim of yet another suicide?

tell me how could this be the answer they decide?

 

when will others reach out?

why must suicide be their only route?

when will others care?

why must one be left to face that which they obviously cant bear?

 

i tell you as one who has attempted that which took my friend.

there are signs if one is willing to stop and see its not pretend.

the scars found in some are deeper than you may ever realize,

and it seems now its suicide to be the cure to end the tears found in their eyes.

 

what can i do, what can i say

that will make my friends death the last one that ends this way?

how many more must suffer thinking they have no one

before we look past ourselves to reach out before the night cast out the sun?

 

let me start by offering any who are contemplating death by their own hand

These words that i hope you'll understand

before you conclude that this is the only way let me please help you

accept my hand for i will help pull you thru.

 

there is a reason why my attempts had failed in what it tried to do.

i want you to know its because of you!

this moment right now that has me be that ray of hope

that thru my experience you gained the comfort to help you cope.

 

my life understands your despair,

knows why you find yourself contemplating to give up and no longer care.

look at my wrist for my scars are plain to see

but look closely for today they no longer bleed.

 

i am the voice that comes out of the darkness to show you why

that you weren't the only one that heard those tears you cry.

there is one you may have given up on, or thought not true,

walks in when everyone else is gone to show you how much he loves you.

 

give him a chance and you will surely see,

that ending your life is not the answer to set you free.

please don't make your life another stat for those who track misery.

overcome and make them take notice that found in you is a new discovery.

 

a light that puts an end to all that is dark.

a testimony to all who hear must remark,

that truly in you has a miracle taken place.

that resurrection of life came at deaths door where one finds gods grace.

 

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#1 After A Spiritual Victory - After a spiritual victory in our lives, Satan will be lurking in the shadows, coiled and ready to strike. Sometimes the devil attacks when we are the weakest. But his most deadly ambushes can come when we feel the strongest. After a spiritual victory, we least feel our need to be dependent on the Lord. When the battle is going our way, we least sense our need to pray. Thats when we are least on -guard for our souls -- and Satan knows it.

#2 When Youre Waiting on God - A time of isolation is a danger zone for all of us. Satan is betting on it. When we are alone for any period of time, the restraining force of watching eyes is no longer present. Christ sent out his disciples two by two. theres strength in numbers.

#3 When You Are Physically Drained - Lack of sleep, sickness, illness, mental fatigue, unusually hard work - all these can pull us down, emotionally and spiritually. it is at these times of weakness that satan moves in to clobber us.

#4 When You Are Waiting on God - Waiting is hard. with deadly deception, satan baited his hook and in essence said to christ, “Why wait? i’ll give you today what god wants to give you tomorrow. let me help you get what’s coming to you now. you can get ahead of the game.” having to wait on god for something thats important to you is rest assured a wait in the danger zone.

#5 When You Are In Gods House - Fact is, satans temptations are often even more dangerous when they hit us in church than out in the world. Why? Because the temptation that hits us in church is so unexpected. in church, our hearts are open up to great help or great harm at the same hour.

#6 When You Are Starting SomethingGreat for God - Whenever a great work for God is about to begin, satan will always be there to stop it. when christ was ready to begin his public ministry, satan tried to stop christ before he could start his journey that would ultimately lead to the cross.

 

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   Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the Surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be O.K.? When can I see him?"  The Surgeon said, "I'm sorry, we did all we could."  Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer, doesn't GOD care anymore? GOD, where were you when my son needed you?"  The Surgeon said, "One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes to let you spend time with your  son's remains before it's transported to the university". 

         Sally asked that the nurse stay with her while she said Good-bye to her son. Sally ran her fingers through his thick red curly hair. The nurse said, "Would you like a lock of his hair?" Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of his hair and put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.  Sally said, "It was Jimmy's idea to give his body to the university for study. He said it might help somebody else," and that is what he wanted. I said, No at first,  but Jimmy said, "Mom I won't be using it after I die, maybe it will help some other little boy to be able to spend one more day with his mother". Sally said, "My Jimmy had a heart of Gold, always thinking of someone else and always wanting to help others if he could".

      Sally walked out of the Children's Hospital for the last time now after spending most of the last 6 months there. She sat the bag with Jimmy's  things in it on the seat beside of her in the car. The drive home was hard and it was even harder to go into an  empty house. She took the bag to Jimmy's room and started placing the model cars and things back in his room exactly where he always kept them. She laid down across his bed and cried herself to sleep holding his pillow. Sally woke up about midnight and laying beside of her on the bed, was a letter folded up.

 She opened the letter, it said:

 Dear Mom :

    I know your going to miss me, but don't think that I will ever forget you or stop loving you because I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I'll think of you every day Mom and I'll love you even more each day. Someday we will see each other again.

         If you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, he can have my room and my old stuff to play with. If you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things as us boys do, so you will have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like.

        Don't be sad when you think about me, this is really a great place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything here. The angels are so friendly, I love to watch them fly. Jesus doesn't look like any of the pictures I saw of Him, but I knew it was Him as soon as I saw Him.

       Jesus took me to see GOD! And guess what Mom? I got to sit on GOD'S knee and talk to Him like I was somebody important. I told GOD that I wanted to write you a letter and tell you Good-bye and everything, but I knew that wasn't allowed. God handed me some paper and his own personal pen to write you his letter with. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel that is going to drop this letter off to you.

       God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him about. Where was He when I needed him? God said, "The same place He was when Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. By the way Mom, nobody else can see what is written on this paper but you. To everyone else, it looks like a blank piece of paper. I have to give God His pen back now; he has some more names to write in the Book Of Life.

       Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for Supper. I'm sure the food will be great. I almost forgot to let you know -Now I don't hurt anymore, the cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me suffer the pain either, so He sent The Angel of Mercy to get me.

           The Angel said I was Special Delivery!

        Signed with love from: God & Jesus & Me.     

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