November 23, 2003
Dear Diary,
      
        "A dream is a wish your heart makes- when your fast asleep"- Cinderella

        A dream, a lonely dream can turn your life around.  One of my friends swears that her dreams come true.  But what about me?  I had a dream last night and if it comes true..... (oh wait this is a public diary!)  Sometimes dreams are so far fetched that they will never come true (mine could, but fat chance).  The logical answer is that the dream, is a wish my heart makes.  Something that I refuse to circum to in real life, but can only express when I can't control it.  But that also brings up nightmares, those can not be wishes, but fears.  Could my dream be a fear?  No, something that perfect could not be a fear.  I guess now all I have to do is lay my head back down and hope that the dream comes back to me.
        
        "Have faith in your dreams and someday- your rainbow will come smiling through.  No matter how your heart is grieving if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true....."   
      

                                                    Afraid to Fly

          Some times I feel like a baby bird.  Everyone that I know and love was hatched when I was and everything we have gone through so far is the same.  But now we must learn to fly.  Some fly faster than I do but they all end up soaring.  I look onto them from the nest still knowing that i'm not ready but I must keep up, I must not be left behind.  I take a final breath and leap.  Instead of flapping my wings like the others I look down at the worst and fear takes over.  I forget what I'm supposed to do and start my slow downfall.  The groud approaches and I hit.  Instead of accepting the fact that I did not fly.  I look to the sky and watch everyone pass me by. 
           Sometime you must take a leap of faith and never look down.  You don't always fly, but you never know until you try.  
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