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My Divorce Page
Lord, give me strength to pass through this phase of grief.
Lord, help me be gentle with myself
and help me forgive myself.
My regrets are few,
but painful still
I have two regrets... smoking is only one....
I always want things to be better
I have had some bad things happen to me
but always I try to pull the rabbit out of the hat
and find the good thing to take with me
from whatever bad thing it is that's happened.

I always try to believe in people,
that people can change, that they are not really so ugly.
Sometimes, I end up feeling stupid and naive.
I assume that the energy I give out is reciprocated
until you show me otherwise.
I have regret. I have been greatly disappointed.

So my life has had movement
and many changes.
To some, it may seem haphazard, ill-planned.
Judge it, if you feel you must, for I know who my friends are.
But always, always, there is a golden thread...
I have been given quite a few gifts from God
and
I am not wasting them. (A frugal sentiment!)

I am living my life
and actively pursuing what I know is there for me.
I can be happy
and do my life's work of raising my kids,
and give to this world.
I can give to someone, and be given back to.
I can have the love of my life
And be the love of his.

I want nothing short of all of that.
it's not worth my energy anymore.
My energy belongs with my children. I work very hard on my relationship with each of them.
I have been accused of overcompensating, by those who know me best, in trying to support the relationship between daughter and father. I am clearer now about my role.
My kids are solid with me, and that is my focus. Shouldn't it be yours?
a child needs both parents: when did you drop out of your kid's life?
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