| The Truth Behind It All So many feelings So many ways I cannot help The way I feel today For this is too strong To just hold back But it's to late to act I�ve lost the timing I�ve lost the signs I�ve lost everything Everything that was once mine It�s been so long since it ended But this is too strong To just hold back But it's to late to act I am scared now to let go Afraid of what the future might hold if I do so Expressing it is so hard When I could never receive it in return So through this gift I have received I write to the world To show what I am And what I will become And what shall happen When I am done Tears run down my eyes But I am not ashamed For this may be the last time Before I just wash away Do not know why I am writing this Just came to me In a vision? In a dream? No my friend In reality And it is that what I must face The shocking truth behind the light Behind the hellos and the smiles As you drift away, for miles and miles. This is how I feel Each and everyday Even though you do not know What I say For this may never reach you Or you may never even care One thing in reality is true I will always...ALWAYS CARE (this was written in a attempt to show my ex how much she meant to me and to try to get her back. Didn't work, but you can't blame a brother for trying :-) ) |