| The End of Heartbreak No more heartbreak�s can come For I have just received the biggest one I have fucked up too much And now my life is done I�ve done too much And said not enough And now she thinks none of it is true And my moving on is over due I couldn�t believe when she said I was only her friend to get her Even though I took so much shit And never left her She gave me a heart Then took it away Ripped it with from my chest And I still feel it even till today I tried to be someone I wasn�t Someone who was true But so many goddamn feelings came over me Some she never knew was even true Her friendship came before my love Her friendship meant more But now she tells me I was playing an act Like some kinda love sick whore I guess there is no convincing her There�s nothing I can do And I sit here shedding tears Like a goddamn fool I�ve tried so hard To be the best friend God could give I would do anything to see her happy Even deny the right to live I can�t live with out her If she isn�t there, I�d die She always treated me good Not like I was some other guy But now I must learn to live with out her A task I cannot do For the friendship means to much to me A friendship, that helps me make due There might be another way Another solution to this issue She might like it She might say, �Fuck you� I must drop all the feelings And be only a friend And never tell her how I truly feel Hold the feelings in till the end AHH what the fuck am I saying It�s an impossible task So what do I do? Kill my self? No not gonna happen Some people need me in this world One person just doesn�t want me And that�s that one girl She said she can�t live without me Yet she tells me to go away What am I supposed to do When I�m confused everyday She said she loves me Then says we�re only friends I know the feelings are stronger Yet she won�t say them again I can�t say bye For it hurts me too much And I can�t tell her how I truly feel For it may kill me Sure I tell I love her That�s a known fact But I have not told her the total truth And I may never get to do that For after tonight All the things must change She must see her friendship means more to me Then having the feelings exchanged I could care less If she loves me or not As long as we�re friends And we are never apart But she doesn�t seem to think that way And all she sees is the bad So what am I to do All I can be is sad So I guess I�ll end this now As I speak to her on the phone May you be blessed with happiness While I live alone For I am leaving now And never coming home I can�t live my life with out you Yet, I must be alone So I guess we are done And the friendship is no more I will always love you Even after I am never more |