| A Little Help Here I�d like to tell you a story About a girl I know Whom I fell in love with And because of her�I am no more It all started way back when Me and her were just friends But then feelings grew But I didn�t want to lose a friend I tried to fight the feelings But it didn�t work I needed to tell her how I felt Or else I would go berserk I told her how I felt But she didn�t fell the same I felt like killing myself But that would have been lame So I stayed as a friend Figuring that�s all I would be But inside I wanted more And prayed she felt the same for me But she didn�t And she soon showed me that As she went out with another guy And my heart became flat I was devastated I should have moved on But I just couldn�t These feelings were too strong I couldn�t believe that happened And I started seeing reality My heart became dust And that resurrected my split personality So there I was Had another tenet in my body I tried to control it So I wouldn�t have to tell nobody But it seemed like it was too strong And it came out to play She found out And hates it till today Then December came And my life was ruined For she got tired of me And I was I was left in ruins I thought my life was over There was nothing I could do Then she talked to me And I thought everything was cool But something happened All we did was fight The friendship kept going on and off This just didn�t feel right Then one day she admitted she loved me And the pain came to an end But then she said she couldn�t go out with me Because all she wanted was a friend She doesn�t know now how I feel She maybe never will I keep wanting to tell her But I just need to chill She says she doesn�t like me And I need to accept that fact I wish I could be with her But it�s just to late to act So there is my story No longer hidden beneath a mask So now that you know the truth I have one thing to ask: What Do I Do??? Every time I see or talk to her The feelings burst up I so badly want to tell her how I feel But I don�t wanna fuck up I would end the friendship But what good would that to I�d be losing a best friend And a love too I am all out of ideas I can�t think of anything to do Maybe I�m missing something Maybe I�m just a fool There�s no way she�d go for me I�m a total freak A loser if you will Almost to the point of a geek I tried asking her to prom Just as a friend But she turned me down 3 times And now prom will suck till the end I sometimes believe That it wasn�t meant to be But if that�s possible Then why are these feelings inside of me I try to figure out What to do But nothing comes to mind I have no clue I thought I needed a guide Someone to point me in the right way But no one will take the job And I�m stuck with no way So I end this now Asking for you this Help me to figure out what to do So I can get out of this hell like abyss |