The battle of the Spirit against the flesh became more intense. Reading
the Bible, praying and praising God were the weapons of defense to stand
strives by faith. Fervently I prayed God for doing his will in my life. “I will
witness as many as you want me to,” I prayed, “only that you may send me.”
And God kept on working in my heart giving me conviction of his calling to
evangelize and my need to pray for it. God lavished peace and joy on my heart
as I prayed.
It was glorious to recognize
his will feeling my heart closer to God’s one. I hadn’t yet started to witness
anyone in town when God revealed fully his purpose. In the prayer room at the
Seminary there was a world map in which everyone pointed out his/her mission
field. God moved me to point out the first one, SF Bay Area. Since I realized
that there were similar people in many other places, I started to search God’s
will. Although, the struggle world - spirit continued, my heart found rest as I
prayed and completed a set of a bit more that 30 cities.