Trying so hard to please
The ones you had always wanted to be.
Harder and harder you work
More and more you lose.
Failure feels like a knife
Twisting around and around
Blood flows and you are saved.
Higher and higher you fly
Watching your body collapse
Less and less you feel
Blurred objects waver in front of you
Weaker and weaker you become
You see the light and you are on top
For one instant pain no longer exists
Reality snaps back and you begin to fall
You hit bottom and open your eyes
In front of you is a life with no value
Worthless, no good, rotten.
Again and again you return to that sacred place
Pressure is off until you open your eyes
Number and number you become
Emotion is drained
Deader and deader you seem
I bid you farewell my friends
For this is a life I know longer want to live.
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