They listen to in the night
Im sick of crying in to the endless dark
And a love song I once heard has made me in to this
This is my hate song for you
From your living dead girl
With your comments that put me down
And your persuasive tounge made me
Your wicked strength held me down
But I'm not at the edge yet
I love you and hate you I need both to survive
Like night needs the stars and day needs the light
I pull you close just to push you away
In a confused state I wander
Finding a corner to hide in
You kept me there now it's my second home
Pushing me into corners
To proctect me from others
When all I needed was to be protected from you
Reaching out and grasping at air
You suffocated me, smothered me with love
I close your eyes and see your sick smile
And again Im trying to lash out at a broken memory
I hate you and I mean it
I hate you and you don't see it
Let me hate you quietly
In my dark corner
That you pushed me into
I hate you as much as I hate myself