My beginning as a cross dresser starts a bit different than other cds'. To read the difference I am going to take you to my early teen days. 

When I was about fourteen there was this old man who used to take young teens to his home and let them watch porn movies. I was one of these teens who went to his house. One day he brought a small box which contains a video tape, a black panties and a bra. At first I didn't notice the clothes in the box and he played the tape. It was a porn movie, which contain tvs with having sex with women. At first it was cool to change from the regular porn to something new. During the film he picked up the panties and asked me to wear them for him. At first I hesitated for a minute or so, then he insisted on it and started to unbutton my pants. Finally I gave in and wore my first panties. Then he continued to undress me and made me wear the bra as well. When I wore the bra, he places two pairs of sox in the bra in place of a real breast and asked me to sit in his lap. 

In the beginning I liked it and thought it was a thing all teens do to explore their sexuality or that is what I thought I understood from him. After that, every time I go with him to his place he always asked me to wear the bra and panties in his present. He even asked me to trim my pubic hair and if I can to shave my body hair which I didn't but trimmed my pubic as he asked. That summer I spent with this guy wearing a bra and panties and sometimes a pantyhose and pretending to be his little girlfriend. Whenever he wanted me to come I used to go and to explore more of what he is offering me. Then I thought I had grown up a bit and decided to stop going to his place and stopped wearing any material that belonged to women. 

Not until two years ago, I was sitting with my girlfriend surfing the net when she suggested checking out some of the adult sites. We came into a site where we found tv models nude. At first we laughed at the pictures and started to say that they are sure weird. Then we ended up reading some of the erotic stories and how guys were turned into women by their mistresses or wives. She suggested that she would do to me what these wives are doing to their husbands. Then I had the guts to tell her about my earl teen experience. She got thrilled with the idea and wanted me to do it again. 

The following day we were at her place, she asked me to cross dress for her. She noticed the look on my face then she assured me that no one will enter her room and that her parents were out. She took out one of her panties and handed it to me and asked me to wear it. I stripped and started to change, she then gave me a bra and pantyhose. I put them on and waited for her comment. She came to my side and helped me wearing one of her skirts and gave me a sleeveless shirt to wear. She then stuffed the bra in order to have a better appearance. She then tied my hair in two ponytails and placed two earrings in my ears. We got the laughs and fun from them and she promised me that when we are married she would always make me wear her undies to bed. 

Alas this dream didn't come true; she died in a car accident while vacationing with her parents. I still have some of her clothes she gave me to wear so I dress up for her memory and I am building this site for her memory. I don't know if I am going to continue cross-dressing or not but till this day comes I will never forget my sweetie.