yes, i understand that it is a good place for many of you. boo-yah for your lot. however, for someone who wants nothing more than to start a band and record company, platte is the last place i need to be. i suppose i could be stuck in alaska somewhere, and that would be bad, too...because it would be colder than it is here, and i don't like cold. ALRIGHT... and there are other reasons, too. (Space Jack, watch your mouth...) witches with goetic interests just don't belong in platte. (wanna know what goetia is? click HERE.)
i want someone to destroy me. i want to be ruined. because being ruined would at least be something. i want to be split in two so that this anguish can finally die. i want someone to fuck me. i want someone to hold me. i want someone to kill me where i stand. i am not human. i have never been human, and my ache to shed this moral coil is becoming like a hot coal in my hand. no one i know understands this. no one i know suffers the way i do.
imagine the life of God. God, who is eternally alone. Unlike the dual deities of Wicca, the Goddess and Her Consort the Horned God, who will always have each other.
You want to know my opinons on God? God (the christian God, of course...) came to this Realm from another Universe. He saw it crawling with goodness and freedom, and sought to possess it wholly. He cast out the other Gods and Goddesses, sent them into hiding, for his Power eclipsed theirs. The Demons and Angels he created, he created Lucifer. With his own hands, God created Lucifer. I believe for a while they were great lovers. |
