| just what i needed (06 octo 02) after days of crying, wondering when happiness would return, it finally did. of course it did in the apprent form of my beloved jennyroo. all it took was one deep stare in her eyes, and our lips to reconnect all the passion and love that was there, to recharge my batteries. took her for a hot dog friday night and then we just walked around the mall as she snooped around for a dress for the formal next month. then went to see red dragon which of course kicked ass, but frightened my roo bear. had to keep her close and in tact, and i jumped too. remember, i jumped because she made me. i was focused on the film, then comes roo's 'eek!' and i jump also. that darn roo bear. saturday was the best. a day for me and jen to just sit around the house here and spend some much needed time together. had breakfast, chatted with mom a bit, slept, watched tv. naps with her are the best, she's always right there with me. i move, he follows. when one of us wakes, the other does too, we rearrange ourselves,. and we're back to dreamland. today was another day filled with roo before work came about and we said goodbye for a few days. thursday she'll be back home as we prepare for a trip to nyc to go to the met and snoop around the big apple, the place we hope to call home someday. the big appmle better beware -- the roos are being let out of their cage to roam. \ i still don't get it. how did i, rusty, get so lucky to have this being called jennifer come into my life? everything is just right in her presence. this weekend she just made me realize how amazingly great and special she is to me. when we're together, we aren't just rusty and jen, we are roo bear and roo bear. yes it is childish, but do we give a shit? hell no. we are so happy to be with one another and just become this two cute people who have the people around them in their environment know that they belong with one another. i just know i would be crazy to not think she'd be the last person i'd be with. the last person i do anything with: the last hand i hold, the last body i hug, the last person i share a kiss with. our lips touch, and we connect forever. life is good for this roo -- how about you? see you on thursday roo bear! |