| iThis kid is tired (27 Sept 02) This kid is worn out. This kid is ready for change. I am ready for a change. Life is getting not much better at all, if it even is doing that. I offically feel like the loneliest soul that roams the Earth, and that I am trapped in this place forever. I've grown tired of the few things left here. With no offense going out to anyone, I've grown tired of what friends I have left. I've grown tired of being at home. I am just ready to be away from here, cause all I feel anymore is pain. I am the body floating down wind to the stream of pure sadness. Everyone is away from here; they all got out and our living their lives and having a great time, I just know it. Me getting out is getting to work 9 hours a day at Wal*Mart. I don't lead a life, I lead a funeral procession. I am so miserable beyond belief. I cry at work, I cry at home. I am nothing anymore. My heart is where it belongs, but I am not. That leaves me behind to just drudge along everyday. I get up, do my thing, and go back to bed. Sleep is good. Gets me out of this Hell faster. Everyone wishes they could make things better, but you can't. This is life, and how it will be for now. Just like those who want to make it better, they keep on reminding me that good things come with time and those who wait. I guess that's why I'm still here moving on as best as I can, being just enough to get by day by day. I am alone. I am lonely. I just want out. |