i feel far away from you, so what else is new? (06 sept 02)
it sucks. it sucks to have the person you love most to be 139 miles away. i'm not mad, i'm understanding about it, but it just hurts after awhile and it gets tiring.
i miss jen, yes, yes i do. another week and she'll be home for two weekends in a row. the first weekend will be her 20th birthday, the second is just a weekend home so we can go catch superdrag in baltimore. my's is excited. i'm just ready to get back to where we belong, laying in bed, talking about whatever, falling asleep for a few minutes, that stuff. the closest i am to her right now is snuggling with teddyroo at night .. man i'm childish. hah.
oh well, tonight will be fun. after a 9 hour day of wal*mart, movie night goes on here since the rest of the world is free tonight also. need that to get me back where i belong. i mean, i'm doing fine with her gone, but it gets old after awhile. i just long for her to be back at home, that's all. and that will happen soon enough. *sigh*. |
