mrjournal -- i think and speak here not you

01.31.02 /// 12:42PM

--- i feel like i have hit writer's block in the
journal ... i guess it's almost like "nothing is going
on in your life so the shit hits the fan" stall.
nothing to really discuss, nothing to really do. i've
obviously occupied my time between trying to re do
some stuff on the site here and go out and be with my
friend before June 7 rolls around and I never see most
of them again.

--- myself piloted an excursion across town last
evening .. 6 people in my 4 seater Acura, that was
interesting was it not. Of course mom yelled at me,
only for own better.
Sarah sat up from as I drove with Tom and Jess and
Emma and G in the back foggin' up the windows.
Oh . How fun.
Rat Race ... good good film. John Cleese --
multi-million billionaire gambles with all his
drinking buddies and whores of other nations and get
off by gambling on the dumbest things

Q: how much would it cost you to get naked with me,
wear a sailor hat in a jacuzzi filled with pepto
bismol and clip my toenails?

A: if you guessed anywhere near the total of $3,000
without going over the estimate, you just won a
shitload of stale cash from a pretty funny movie.

Mr. Bean's character was dumb --- Emma and G didn't
make out. Wow, surprised? Rusty and Sarah is.

--- Today Amy turns 20 .. how I wish I could be down
south with you to celebrate. That leaves only now 3
months and 29 days til I turn 18. 119 days for all the
really really care. that's 80 some school days til
senior Finals. Ugh.

--- I've started thinking dumb stupid stuff again
(well not dumb to two certain people in life, aka
myself and amy spencer). I have turned in my
application to attend HACC (Harrisburg Area Community
College) in the fall to take up journalism for a bit
until I decide to go and study it at a major
univeristy .. how about a community college in Texas?
How but I just get to Texas somehow and move there.

These are the days, and nights where I wish I could
live songs ... preferrably "Wouldn't it Be Nice" by
The Beach Boys. I hate to rush to a bit older age,
but when you're in love it shouldn't and doesn't
matter to me. You have the love between two people,
two souls who have found their soul mates and are
ready to spend the rest of their lives together. Love
is never ending and shouldn't age. It's just perfect
in a sense, it comes with that whole ideal of
perfection anyway.

By the way, hope you are enjoying the new format of
the journal "mini-site" you could almost call it. I
have a few more things to do with the site entirely
before it is at 110% as rusty land 4.4

"aces and cheerios"