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| the past couple weeks have flown by and it feels like 2 days maybe. nothing really new in my world: amy's not coming for xmas (boo hoo), got weezer tickets (whoo hoo), decided that "i'm on strike". "i'm on strike" = i've given up. actually, i haven't really given up. after shedding several tears, and trying to think alot through, i've come to the conclusion that i can't just sit here and be a "negative nelly" about every little thing like i always have. if i look at things upon a postive viewpoint, things might just turn out alright for once. and especially with the ladies. i've tried hard to find someone, and i've grown tired of that. if you want me, you come after me this time. if i have to be single, then i might as well try to smile on this part of my life a little bit. every girl i've had the chance with (and blown) has moved on; amy is too far away for me to even grow attached to, and i don't even think i really like anyone, no one's giving me that feeling anymore, though i am wondering if i can give a certain someone another chance here shortly. for now, i stop. |