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| october 19 2001. 11:28pm. Remember Those Skating Parties? I was sitting at work tonight .. standing rather, when I remember something from 8th grade. rachel smith, my first "true love" or whatever she was. i remember finding out that she liked me that night for sure, after the skating party and all. and they always had those saddening slow skates, where'd you skate with yr signifigant other and you'd hold hands, and rach wanted to do that with me, but was with matt baker at the time. i never got to slow skate with anyone ... Well tomorrow night's my big party. and I can't wait. Rusty's Helloween party it's called .. watch some scary films, have a great time overnite. Nat will be here .. at least I think she will. Ever get the feeling yr just being blown off? That you're being avoided, I feel that way somedays, but oh well. Let's just say if Nat wouldn't come over tomorrow night, I wouldn't be surprised and it would ruin the evening. I'd cry, but I did that when we whatevered last week. We're dating now though, yay. I like her, she likes me .. I guess. Anyway I'm done blabbering feeling tired gnite. 11:34pm. |