| Mr. Journal |
| ... it's time to face the truth ... |
| 09/07/01. 22:42pm. Sing Sing Sing Sing Why do I say that might you ask? I .. don't know. Trying to catch up on rest after the party. Saturday was a long day I tell you. Listening to Catherine Wheel's Adam & Eve record again alot today. One of the best albums ever made I must say. So what have I been up to the last two days .. ? Yesterday consisted of busy doings. Shopped, work, 5 seconds to take a nap in between. Work is starting to be boring, and that stinken kid who came through the line who had to be no more than three who could only say one thing: "but I want to stay here" ... or some variation of that. Brewer continues to stick her nose into the relationship some tend to call Rusty and Faith. I tell her the relationship is me and Faith, not Faith, Rusty, and Lindsay. She says I make it that way. She also feels that if I want her to stay out of me and Faith, that I should stop publicizing it on here. Well, no one besides you Brewer has said anything about the relationship and everyone is trying to assist in the aid of us getting back to where we were (Faith and me). If you want any sort of relationship with me in the future .. mainly a friendship .. well you aren't doing so well by emailing the two of us, and posting things in the guestbook. Oh well. And so what .. I have other girl friends too. Sorry if anyone becomes hurt and jealous in the process. Mom and I and Russ also held the weekly monthly whatever time framed college discussion this evening. I know I don't seem it guys, but you two are the only ones with the right advice right now. I know mom means well, as does Russ, they want me in NYC. They want me to be happy. So .. Top 5 Things That Will Complete Rusty's Life & Make Him Happy (as long as all works out well I guess) 1. NYC - gotta be there living life to the fullest away from this place. I hate it here 2. Rolling Stone - writing for them, meeting great bands, tons of free stuff, being hailed as a nice writer. 3. Faith - gotta be with her. i mean, yes other girls have interests in me, and i might in them, but my heart is saved for her. 4. John Cusack - great actor, love his movies. must shake his hand for influencing me alot through his film, High Fidelity. 5. Zoe - my first born daughter, or adopted vietnamese baby, which ever happens first. Again, thanks for all who come to the site. Who download the music, who laugh at the pictures, who read my poems that come right from my heart, and for reading this. This is Rusty's life I tell you. |
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