To the new friend in my life,
My life is dull and boring, I am more of a loser
then I can ever imagine. The sadness of my life is great but for
some reason, I still go on. It's been like this for awhile now,
and still I don't know why I try. Recently I've realized,
I'm tired, tired of it all. I'm so tired of me, life, and
everything I see. The only new and refreshing thing I've known,
is you. I don't know what my future will bring, I don't know if I
have one to see.
I want you to know one thing, you've made the past
few weeks all the better. The times I've spent talking to you,
however short, have been a piercing light in an obsidian abyss. I
don't know what I want to say, I don't know anything anymore. I
just want to thank you, and let you know that you made a difference in
one persons life.
I get this way sometimes, depressed or disjointed, I
don't really know. Things have been looking up in my life, I've
accomplished so much in the past year, for the first time I can see a
real future and so much possibility. Yet I feel so tired. I
don't know, maybe with sleep and a fresh look on things, I'll feel
better. I just wanted to write this down and let you know how
you've made my spirit rise, my out look seem more clear. Talking
to you has really meant a lot to me, and I hope it can continue.
I don't know what else to say without sounding truly sad and
depressingly pathetic, so I'll end now with a final thank you.