I don't like the sun that shines
always upon me
I want to live in a world of dark
where only I can see.
Thoughts of lifeless breath
course through my head and
soul.
To have a day without pain
is just something that can't
be.
I've been blessed with the
curse of life
I despise every beat.
My head is strong, my heart is
weak
what is so wrong with me.
There is one thing in this
life I crave
but never will I see.
To END it all, and be without
perhaps shouldn't be a dream.