Chapter 9      (back to Tulsa)

He gave me a sweet look. ..

Zac: I want you to be alright, I don’t know what exactly happened last night when I found you laying on the bathroom floor.

 I looked at the floor..

Zac: I found you sleeping on the floor, you were still crying, I grabbed you in my arms and I carried you to the bed … You had so many bad dreams last night…. But I hugged you and you seemed to relax … I got really scared, I don’t want anything bad happen to you, I’m here and you can trust me….I love you so much and I regret of what happened last night when I was mad at you. I wish I was by your side holding your hand when you were talking to your mom.

I:Zac the thing is-

He interrupted me

Zac: babe I know everything… ..

I: do you?

I game him a weird look, he told me he had call his mother and Diana told him everything, she and my mom were best friends so of course Diana knew what was going on.

Zac hugged me so tight.

 Zac: Here… (he passed me the tray) have breakfast, you need to eat something because you are very weak.

As matter of fact, yeah I felt too unstable, I was nervous, it was Tuesday and in a couple of days I should be in home. I had breakfast and when I finished I stood a little while in bed. Zac came out of the bedroom and my friends arrived. They sat by my side and hugged me.

 Piper: girlfriend we’re with you.

Alex: one for all and all for one. Remember?

I smiled

Piper: there you go, you look better, be happy girl!!

She was so happy, she showed me her engagement ring and the 3 of us screamed of emotion.

I: tell me everything!!!

She told us the whole story... it was so romantic… I was glad to see how happy my friend was

 I: so what is the date for the wedding?

Piper: it will be in a month and a half

Alex: aww this is so cool …

Piper: but that is not important

I: yes it is , it is something that you live once in your life… or at least you live for the first time . hahaha You guys know what I mean

 Piper: I guess you are right, but in this moment I’m not the one that needs support from their friends…You are… you know that we are here for you in anything you need right?

I was so blessed to have friends like them. After a while the guys came in, Zac grabbed the breakfast tray and took it to the kitchen. When he got upstairs again the guys said that we would be back in Tulsa in a couple of days. I felt I was ruining the trip but they said it didn’t matter we could always come back, they supported me. Well after a while they left our room to go to theirs and change their clothes… we would go to the Jacuzzi.  I got inside the bathroom to change my clothes and put my bikini on.

I put on the bikini panty first and then I tried to zip the bikini bra but I couldn’t, I opened the door and Zac was already in his swim short, I asked him for help to zip my bra. He came closer and kissed the back of my neck, he rested his cold hands on my hips and I got chills all over my body because his kisses were driving me wild… they were so delicious… He went down kissing my whole body leaving me naked.

I: Zac... We need to enjoy the last few days here…

 I said it trying to escape from him…I picked my bikini and I put it back on.. This time he helped me to zip my bikini bra… I turned around and kissed his swollen eye softly. …

I:I love you

I kissed him deeply, I didn’t want to be apart from him, It made me feel so great to be close to him, I grabbed my rope, a towel and my slippers, he did the same, he grabbed my hand and we went downstairs to the Jacuzzi… I forgot my camera so I run upstairs again and I went for it and came back out there. 

 
When we got there, there was nobody else, so we got in the Jacuzzi and we hugged. We started making out, our kisses turned to be so hot. It was so exciting… we let our bodies guide us wherever they wanted to reach. We went to a corner of the Jacuzzi, I grabbed the edge of it and Zac held me by my hips and he put his element inside of me pumping it the best way possible for both of us. Luckily there was no sign of the guys so we did it quickly there. It was so delicious but different, in that instant we heard some steps coming so we couldn’t finish … The guys didn’t see what we were doing. We got closer to them (They were sitting on the Jacuzzi’s inside stairs) and I sat over Zac´s lap facing the guys of course… he hugged me by my tummy with one arm I thought that was sweet .Suddenly I felt one of his hands touching my zone it gave me a cool satisfaction. I felt strange sometimes, especially because all the guys were there but they didn’t seem to perceive what Zac was doing me… afterward we changed places, Zac sat on my lap and I returned him the favor we kissed a lot…It was so awesome we did it and nobody saw it lol.

That afternoon we went to ski for the last time, because tomorrow would be the last day and Lucas said he had a surprise for everybody.
The next day we went to drive in motos ski, we did some races and we had such a great time, I took hundreds of pics.

Piper and Lucas were engaged… they talked about the wedding and they asked for our opinions… Alex and me would be bridesmaids and the guys were the groomsmen...
When we were little we did a pact I would be Piper’s maid of honor, Piper would be Alex’s maid of honor and Alex would be my maid of honor in my wedding.

I always knew that the guys made a pact like that one too, Zac would be Luca’s, Lucas would be Ryan’s and Ryan’s would be Zac´s… Everything couldn’t be more perfect.

The days went so fast, the last night we hardly sleep because we chat in the living room until 3am and we had to get up at 5am. Zac took our luggage downstairs while I was still putting my jacket on. I checked for third time if there was something that we have forgotten in the bedroom and I saw Zac´s phone. I grabbed it from his night table and gave it to him once I was downstairs. He put it inside his pocket. Everybody else was done with their stuffs so we got inside the van that was waiting for us outside the cabin and we left to the airport. It was almost 6am when we got there.

This trip changed everybody’s life. I got inside the place, I put my seatbelt on and I covered myself with a blanket… Zac took the seat beside mine and curled by my side and we slept all the way home.

We arrived to Tulsa about 1 PM, we stepped out the plane and some guys, who worked for Lucas family, unpacked our luggage…

We got inside of the van, the men put our luggage inside of it and the driver drove us home.
At first we left Piper at her home, then we went to Alex’s home, after that we went to Zac´s home.. It took me forever to say goodbye.. That night we would meet in Lucas´s home. Finally we arrived home. Lucas´s helped me with my luggage. We were home safe and sound which was cool.  My mom opened the main door when I was in the porch of our house she hugged me.. She said Hi to Lucas, and we got inside of the house.

She helped me to unpack my luggage and then we had a family lunch. The house as so different, there were boxes and bags everywhere; in 2 days my family was leaving Tulsa. That afternoon mom took me to our lawyer to sign some papers that named me the “owner” of everything finally I was relaxed, I had my friends by my side and I had Zac… so I figure that things wouldn’t get bad after all.

I told mom some things about the trip but I didn’t tell her anything about Zac and me, I don’t know why… I thought she would feel a little strange by it. The afternoon passed by and late that night I went to Lucas home like we agreed.

I was still pretty tired about the trip and for the entire business thing I had to do with my mom that afternoon. When I arrived there they were watching a movie, I sat by Zac´s side and he hugged me. He took his jacket off and covered both of us with it. Underneath the jacket things were getting really hot.  He kissed my neck and we tried not to be too obvious, softly he introduced his hand under my t-shirt and started playing excitedly with my breast, I talked to him in his ear, and I told him to stop because the rest would notice what was going on with us.

He took off his hand from me and we only kissed. The hours went by and it was very late. I needed to rest because the next morning I had to get up early. Diana and Walker would give a big lunch in my parent’ honor, so I asked Zac if he could walk me home, of course he said yes. We were at the porch. ..

I: baby, World you like to come in a few minutes?

He smiled very sweet.

Zac: of course

He walked upstairs very quiet, we entered in my room and I locked the door. My parents were asleep, it was 2am… I asked Zac to spend the night with me, he didn’t think about saying no, he said yes immediately  .I put my pajamas on, Zac took off his pants and sleep in his boxers and t-shirt and we got in bed, I curled by his side and we started making out kissing ardently and having a great night of placer… At the end we fell asleep. 

My mom knocked on my door the next morning; I put my pajamas on as fast as I could to pretend that nothing had happened between Zac and me. My mother saw us,  and let us sleep. I was sure that she had no clue about us. Having some of my friends sleeping here for the night was usual. She got used to it. I woke up about 9:30am and Zac was still sleeping by my side, his phone was ringing and he didn’t listen so I moved him until he woke up, he got up and grabbed his phone. His mom was calling him.

 

Zac: baby I have to go. I love you.

He kissed me softly in my lips, got dressed and left. I stood up and I took a shower, got dressed… I went downstairs to have breakfast , there were more boxes than the day before, it made me feel sad again, my mother asked me to come with her downtown because she needed to buy me some equipment and she needed my opinion so I agreed. .. I drank my coffee as fast as I could and I went out with my mother. It was 10:30 when we were in the mall buying some things.

I: mom I’ll miss you so much

My mom: me too sweetheart. …

It was 12:25pm and we came back home, we suppose to be at the Hanson’s house about 1pm, I run upstairs and changed my clothes.

I was sure that my mother would miss Diana so much. They were best friends. .
We waited for my sister in my father’s car, she wasn’t ready yet. He honk for her many times to hurry up, finally 15 minutes later she walked out the house and lock the main door. She was always so freaking slow.

We arrived to the Hanson’s house and Diana asked me to go to Zac’s house and made him hurry up , So I went to pick him up.

When I was about to knock on his door I heard some screaming coming from inside the house, It was Kate, the door opened and she came out of it in a rush. She pushed me hard and I fell rolling on the stairs from Zac´s porch. I hit my head on the floor and I felt dizzy. Zac came out of the house and saw the show.

Kate was so angry…

Kate: look you silly little girl you won’t get him; I’m taking him back no matter what… I don’t care if we’ll see blood. You stepped into my territory. He is mine are you listening?

She ran to her car and started the engine and left.

Zac came down to help me… He grabbed me in his arms because I couldn’t stand up he  took me to his living room, and left me in his couch…I thought I was Ok but apparently I wasn’t. Zac said I was bleeding…So he went to the bathroom for some tissues and alcohol. He cleaned my cut and called Diana. He told her that I had a little accident and that we would miss the apperitive but we would be there for lunch. He hanged up and continued cleaning my face.

 

Zac:Babe it’s my fault, Kate know about us and I didn’t tell her about us

I grabbed his cheeks gently and I kissed him softly.

I: Zac it isn’t your fault, Kate had a reason to do it but still doesn’t justify what she did. You were still with hr when things started happening with us and you didn’t break up with her in the beginning.

On the inside I knew I was right, I could say I deserved what happened to me, I slept with Zac knowing that they were still “together”… He sat next to me hugging me.… We stood like that for about 20 minutes.

Zac:it is time for us to go.

I:yeah, they are waiting for us

I stood up and I went to the bathroom to look myself in the mirror… I had my face swollen...

I:great! Now I look terrible…

I got angry while I was seeing myself in the mirror… then I saw zac´s reflect on it.. he came closer and hugged me by my waist. I laughed when I saw both of us in the mirror…

 I: hahah we look horrible. I bet Frankstein looks better than both of us.

We laughed and we walked to his parent’s house holding hands… I couldn’t stop thinking about what Kate said before she left…. What if she tries something against me? I was sure she would do anything to get Zac back and that scared me a lot.  I knew Kate’s personality and it really scared me… I also knew what was capable to do and it freaked me out even more. I tried to let it go

I: Zac,what are we going to do? Are we telling our folks that we’re together or… not?

I bet Zac was thinking the same thing …

Zac: I don’t think this is the best moment to tell them

I thought so too, so we kissed before we got there and we left out hands alone.. we came in the house and everybody looked at us with bizarre faces.  My mom stood up from the sofa to check out my cut and Diana did the same thing with Zac.

 Diana: what went wrong with the 2 of you?

They asked us.

Diana: Zac just called that you had a little accident in his porch but I didn’t know Zac had his eye like that, let me check it out…

Walker: Zachary what happened?

Zac : It was nothing… really… I fell when I was skiing and that’s it.

 Mackie came closer

Mackie:you guys look like monsters

He mocked us

Mackie: I bet if you’ll ever have kids they’ll be monsters like you.

 Mac was a little brat, he was a tiny version of Zac, he made fun of everything and everyone.

We sat by the table and Zac sat by my side… He grabbed my hand under the table and mixed our fingers… he left my hand a while after and begun touching my leg , which made me very nervous I told him to stop but he continued. … We spent the while afternoon in the Hanson’s house.. The adult conversation bored us so we went to their tree house but it was so cold outside that we went to zac´s ex bedroom… Mackie went to play with Zoe some playstation so they left us all alone in the room. We talked for a while then Kissed and touched each other, our passion was unavoidable. all of a sudden my phone started ringing but I didn’t know the number… when I was about to answer the call it stop ringing… the afternoon passed by and I had several calls like that but from different phones. Zac grabbed my phone and turned it off.

We stood in bed living each other until it was tea time, we walked downstairs and we heard that Walker and Diana were going to drive my parents to the airport… I felt sad…
So the night came by and when it was time to say goodbye to Zac I only kissed his cheek, we didn’t want our parents know about us … yet.

My mom and Diana were crying they said they were going to call each other every day. Dad and Walker hugged each other, and my sister was crying by Jessica’s side. We got in the car and we went to the house, it was going to be our last night together. I went to my bed, I put my pajamas on and I tried to sleep but I couldn’t… suddenly my phone rand and I got a message from Zac that said “I love you”… I reply to that message and I send him one that said “I love you too”.. I fell asleep thinking about Zac.

 
The night went fast, I barely sleep until 6 am when the moving out track came to pick my parents luggage and boxes.  About 8 am they had both tracks all packed, the ring bell sounded and when I opened the door I saw Zac walker and Diana standing there.  We got in their van and we went to the airport. An hour later my parents’ flight was flying all the way to Washington…. Saying goodbye was very tough, even though my relationship with my mother wasn’t always the best I missed her more than anything.  I cried all the way back home… Diana kept me in her arms…I felt so alone… She told me she loved so much and that she was here for me whenever I needed it. They asked me if I would like to spend the day with them, I thank them but I had to fix some things at home so I rather to stay there by myself. Cleaning and organizing my new furniture and stuffs that were arriving home around noon... Diana said if I needed any help I should called her and she would be here right away.
Zac: Mom I’m going to help her … I’ll call you guys later.

Zac went down of the van with me and we walked home. He hugged me as soon as we closed the door and kissed me intensely. I started crying again and he went to the kitchen to get me some water for me to clam down… Zac hugged me and caressed my back softly until I was fine again.

Zac: Honey, I’m staying here with you all day and night alright?

It made me happy to have him there with me, I hugged him even stronger and he kissed my forehead. There was a knock on the door and a man that worked for Sears came to deliver my new belongings.. About 12:30 they finished with that. Finally Zac and me were all alone. 

I: well we better get started.

 The first thing I fixed was the master bedroom that used to be my parents but now it was all mine. I had to take all the plastic from the new mattress and bed… Zac unpacked some things and he helped me with the hardest job. He helped me to make my bed, I put it my new silk sheets, new blankets and the new cover. After that we went to the living room and fixed everything there. The house looked so nice, I bought so many nice things.. Now it was my home… It looked so different from what it used to be…The new furniture were so modern and neat. We finished it about 2pm… then I went upstairs again and I removed all my clothes fro my old closet to the new one which was three times bigger than the one that I used to have. When we were done with all that, Zac threw himself all over the bed to rest. 

Zac: Baby I’m starving… what World you like to do? Going out for lunch or we call someplace for food?

I rested by his side.

I: mmm I’m starving too…

I grabbed the phone that was on the night table and I called pizza hut. I ordered a familiar pizza… Zac went downstairs to set the table, while I finished organizing my clothes.
Moving out is hard but at the end is all worth it… even though if you move out from a bedroom to another. In about 15 minutes I was finally done with it.

It wasn’t that hard because I was very organized so my clothes were all done. I stood up by the door to check out my new room… It was beautiful… I couldn’t believe that it used to be my parents room… now Zac and me would have to have sex there for the first time to make it all mine.